except tt it rained at the wrong time. we were caught in the rain after we came back from lot one. missed chem a bit. was feeling guilty but then teacher nv v angry so it was still ok i guess. but nope. it wasnt alright for me. cox i misplaced my pouch? cardholder? aiya. dun wat to call it la. jux lost it. took it out cox contain my ez link ma. then we went lot1 during break. BUT. i'm NOT blaming anyone but myself. cox i was careless. AND it goes to show i'm STILL down on luck. boo-ness. jux when i tot everything was changing for the better. argh.

so when i found out i lost my thing. i alighted the busstop and quickly called up haihui. they still at busstop. they quickly run back sch help me find. but nope. no luck. my thing. last seen on 190 which we took back to sch. i cant recall if i tapped on my way down. but most prob i din. but then qw they go interchange ask oso no luck. so touched they did so much for me. a million thanks to my girls. *huggx* and the guys too. though they din do much. but they waited. ok. maybe not for me. but at least they were there. i'm sorry guys. cox held up u all for so long. then now 9 pm le still nv see them online. mux be they go eat. ahh.... even more guilty. cox i think jux now is only a few say go eat then maybe now is ALL go eat liao! my fault my fault. i'm such a troublemaker.

presence counts. really. even if no word is said.

then jux now went police station. the police tell me actually no need report one. then i was like huh? the policemen kp trying to explain to the y i dun need to. but i still felt uneasy. so in the end the policemen still let me reports. =x so much for the trouble. but i really quite shock leh. y dun need report leh? ltr ppl misuse my i.c then i got nth to show tt i lost it. zzz.

i nv even use my atm once and now i lost it. -.-" cox jux made it like 2-3 weeks ago nia.

the only good thing is i'm now forced to make new ez link. cox mine previous de tt time put in card holder v long nv take out then the colour fade until siao. even the word ministry of education oso cannot see. lol. but lucky tt time the m1 ppl quite good. still let me sign the student plan. even though fade until even the face oso cannot see liao. =x initially the guy din allow. but another girl beside him helped me. thanks. if not i wun be able to get my k800i now. really love the phone. despite the small mem space. after like duno how long i finally touch 5300 again. lol. say until like tt. ok la. is cox i wan kop song from jh ma. so borrow his phone lor. and realise. hey. i love my k800i. hehe. jux am having prob getting bigger mem card. cox mine is M2 de. diff from nokia de micro which is cheaper. mine is like $39 for 512mb de. and me targetting to buy 1gb de. lol. so even more ex. but it still pains me tt i lost my 5300. cox my own pay leh. then a lot of picx inside! and oso memorises...

oh well. looking on the brighter side. it might be a blessing in disguise. so yup. i'll work hard to get my mem card. so much for paying-anything-tt-i-wanna-buy-myself. argh. my strongest determination is still braces! after A lvl. definitely.

i hope tml got some news lei. even though the chance v small. cox last seen was 2 pm. then i went search sch and report police was 6-8 pm liao. but no news. argh. still haven break news to mom cox she'll sure scold until siao. and if u've been kping up. u noe how fierce my mom can be. lose hp. scold. (and it's not my fault! it was stolen. and i paid wif my own money. i felt the pain too! but she scold leh! shdnt she be comforting me?) come home late she scold. (tt time class gathering is cox cannot find seats for many ppl la. ok. u can say if we're big grp shd plan/book in advance. but other than tt. go out wif frens she expect me to reach home b4 6. even if we're meeting late like 1-2 pm.) use com she oso scold.(ok i admit sometimes i use for the wrong purpose.) talk on phone she oso wan scold! (this one xtreme liao la. she dun wan me use com till late. even though i do. but she dun allow me talk on phone at nite de! argh. like 9 10 pm she'll scold liao. say y mux so late talk on phone. even if is female fren she oso say cannot. argh! ask me control sms but dun let me use com. v xtreme lor!)

she's expecting me to be a loner izzit? she totally dun respect my social life la. and i totally think tt she's TOO strict ok. i no longer wan to hide the truth bout me having strict mom. no wonder i've got hundred and one reason to bluff my way thru things sometimes. the devil in me...

so yup. aint sure how i'm gg to break the news to her. and now hols is coming lor. ltr she ban me one mth cannot go out. to be honest. i've some STUDY plan in mind leh. cox nxt week ppl still got sch ma. so lib sure v empty. and like i say. the xtra one week is for me to show the teachers hu rejected me for SLO tt i wun DIE not being SLO. cox i can do better.

then some more tml gg get class tee la. tell her now tml sure dun need go one lor. she nv understands y i mux go town. so everytime go nv tell her de. only once in a while. everytime at most tell her go walk walk. but cannot say town. even though i admit the girls always go out. but the money we spend is minimal ok. cox she'll say things like i(as in me) v rich arh. then everytime she angry wif me will threaten say will check my cupboard see wat i buy and where i spend my money. cox sometimes i'll complain me not enuff money. BUT they oso nv gimme extra la. AND like i say i have to pay-for-watever-thing-tt-i-wanna-buy MYSELF! boo-ness.

but nope. i'm not really in some financial crisis. jux dun hav enuff. and most prob (99.99%) my ic replacement would be paid by me. and i heard it's duno $50 or $100 la. zzz. dun even bare to buy mem card liao lor. haix. then still got ez link replacement oso....

so many complains. the post is VERY long. anyone hu cares pls drop a tag. feel so upset now... my life's a misery.