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Friday, December 30, 2005

miracles struck on me!... i found my keys!... i swore i searched my bag thoroughly last tue when it was "reported" lost... and i did shook my bag to check for rattling sound but there was none... i emptied my bag and search but couldn't find... wat actually happened i dun noe... i jux noe tt wed night i happen to slip my hand into my bag and hooked out my keys!! i was so surprised man... hahax... good news for me... lucky haven tell my mom bout the lost... been borrowing keys from my sis... if not i would have gotten a dressing down for nothing...

one more day to 2006 and 3 more days to sch reopening...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

8:18 PM

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

managed to talked my mother into allowing me to go to the 2e2 chalet... the chalet was 3 days 2 nights but i could onli stay till the second night... which was ytd... slpt from 2330 to 1300 today... so shuang... hahax...

there was 12 of us on the first night... which included the pizzahut girls-jazreel, jocelyn, jolyn, elycia, shuyu, candy, yinling, yayuan and me... we went to pizza hut one day after prelims and agreed to go for 2e2 gathering and xchange xmas present... we drew lots to decide who will receive our gifts... i was candy's santa and yinling was my santa... we xchanged gift on the first night... the other 3 who came was xiuxuan, and ms lam and siokhui who came on invitation... though the both of them not from 2e2 but we are friendly ppl okay... we mixed well...

the chalet belonged to jazreel.. so we din have to pay for it.. we onli have to pay for the food... shuyu, yinling yayuan and i did the marketing... bought a lot of things... in large quantity... haha... so the food lasted us for a long time... we were still eating chicken wings the second night... we microwaved then b4 eating... the chalet was great... very big... big room... separated from the living and pantry area... the pantry area had microwave oven and toaster and kettle and well equipped wif utenseils!! there were oso 2 tvs and 2 bathroom... our room was right in front of the swimming pool!! haha...

we had bbq on the first night... started quite late... we had chicken wing... hotdog... marshmallow... corn..sweet potatoes and otah... ate a lot of them... very full.. haha... xiuxuan left on the first night... we xchanged present on the first nite... then we chatted till 5-6 in the morning... then we decided to go to slp... had to squeeze 3 to one bed... but due to lack of space... 6 of us counldn't slp... jazreel, jocelyn, jolyn, elycia, sokhui and i got up and went to watch the sunrise.. wasn't very successful cox we left even b4 the sun rise... it looked as if it was going to rain when we were sitting by the beach chatting... we talked bout meat-eatting and tsunami which was predicted to hit 'pore and m'ysia in jan... omg... we're still young... pls no tsunami pls...

then we went back and attempted to slp... but this time in the living rm... so it wasn't very successful... according to jolyn... she and i onli slept for 1 hr 35 mins... both of us slept the least... jocelyn slept very little too cox she was leaving @ 1000... siokhui woke up soon after jocelyn left and jolyn back from swimming... the three of us went downtown east to buy something to eat... it was onli near noon when everyone woke up... we had to wake up some from their slp if not we'll not have time for activities... some of them went swimming in the afternoon... the life guard wouldn't allow swimming in clothes... they say at the very least they can accept is sportbra... so elycia got to swim in her sportsbra... onli jolyn and jaz brought their swimsuit... but jaz din swim so she lend hers to siokhui... we onli ate lunch late evening... @ downtown... i onli ate brownie and icecream...i was fulling full cox ate a lot of things back at the chalet... then they went to cycle... siokhui, yinling and i din cycle.... we walked a while and wanted to sit by the beach chatting... but we were disturbed by the grass-cutter... so we went back...wanting to catch some slp... but onli siokhui slept... yinling and i chatted... the rest came back 2 hrs ltr... they onli rented for 2 hrs cox there very ex... maybe because no competition so they can rise the price... it cost them $8 for 2 hrs... they went kite-flying too... they say all their kite went up.. i nv fly kite b4 lehx... so sad... dinner was cup noodles and chicken wings....

siokhui left @ 2200 in the shuttle bus... i left a little ltr cox my father came to fetch me....

will be getting photos from yayuan and yinling...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

3:13 PM

Sunday, December 25, 2005

thought there wouldn't be any christmas for me but it turned out different this year... it's rare that my dad gets a day off so the whole family got to spent the morning together...

woke up @ 0915 and found my mom not at home... after i wash up and i saw who but my mom and dad coming home! i was surprised as i din noe my dad's not working today. we went to watch the PSC nite lucky draw at a minimart near my hse.we dropped a few coupons in but din win any prize... some disappointment here but i got to see the hosts in person... one of them was xie4 yun4 yi2...she's sooo pretty especially when she smiles... and very friendly too... when she sees someone taking her photo she'll smile for them w/o being asked to...

then ltr we went to some hillside area and visited a vegetable farm...doesn't sound so interesting huh... i wish i had a camera so that i can take photos of the thing i saw... including a type of fish called hai3 xiang4 which was about 2 metres long.... wow huge!

we then went to farmart...nth interesting there...saw ppl prawn-fishing but din see any prawn got hooked... my family xcept for my fed the mountain goats wif veg tt they bought...wish i could take photo of tt..*sigh*

ate lunch @ bangkit and i cut my hair there... the hairdresser thought i poly lehx... sad... do i look like one? i bought socks too... was afraid i wun hav any socks to wear nxt year cox i can hardly find any complete pair in my closet..hahax...

tml have 2e2 chalet but i din cant make it cox busy @ home... got things to do... wed the guides going mrs chua's hse and i think wun be able to make it too... so sad... i'm stuck @ home... help...!!

Painting a PRETTY mess.

2:48 PM

Saturday, December 24, 2005

it's bout 5 minutes to Christmas... jux finished a game of monopoly with huiyin and chengjie... online de... i won!! hahax... so happie... was at the losing end at first... then luck struck me...

anyway am not spending Christmas anyway special this year... no celebration and no countdown... so sad... few more days to sch starts... not quite prepared...

jingle bells... jingle bell... jingle all the way... MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Painting a PRETTY mess.

11:51 PM

Friday, December 23, 2005

i heard this story about a week ago and i find it very meaningful...

the story takes places at a beach... as u noe there's high tide and low tide... so this beach was filled with lots of starfish... the tide went low and the starfish(es/s) were left on the beach... starfish cannot survive w/o water... so this man came along the beach and started picking the starfish and throwing them back into the sea... there were hundreds or even thousands of them on the beach and there was onli one man... soon another man man came... he saw the man picking up the starfish and started laughing at him... he find tt man very silly so he told him"there's so much starfish on this beach and there's onli one of u... does it matters whether u throw them back into the sea?.and the other man replied"it doesn't matter to me whether i can throw one or two into the sea,but to the starfish, it's a matter of life and death... if i can throw them back they'll survive... even though my effort is small but it means a lot...

the stury is trying to tell us that a little effort to us can mean a lot to the other party who receives ur effort... so put in a little effort today cox every effort counts...=)

Painting a PRETTY mess.

2:32 PM

Thursday, December 22, 2005

ytd was our class chalet which we managed to put in place the last min... like a few days ago... initially they wanted to go changi cox there cheaper but it was fully booked... they wanted pasir ris but it was fully booked too... in the end we went to east coast... which was not a bad choice either since it was going to close down... we get to see it for the last time... hehex...

the girls agreed to meet @ 1230 but huiyin and i were late... so by the time we finished shopping @ parkway parade, it was almost 1500... there was onli five girls and there were loads to be carried... lucky huiyin called adrian and teosian and andre down to help... we decided to push the trolley to east coast... hahax... it was good the guys came cox pushing the trolley was hard work too... and we had adrian to help us pay first... we spent a total of $101.75 including ivy's toothbrush...

when we finally reach the chalet... which was a long walk from parkway parade... we were totally exhausted... shiwei and yongqi went to the beach to play with the sand and enjoy the breeze while huiyin and i and the rest of the guys went to cycle... as for ivy... she went to plaza singapura to buy her clothes which she was afraid she wun be able to buy if there's a delay...

ltr tt day... chui shan and cheryl came to join us... then when we came back from cycling, the boys tried to start the fire... and when they were about to cook the first batch of food... it started to rain... so they carried the bbq pit and we had to do the cooking indoor... it was quite fun... we had marshmallow... chicken wings... satay... hotdogs... crabstick and meatball(most of them were burnt cox meatball was the first thing to be cooked)...

i learnt how to play bridge... a poker game... chui shan was very lucky and keep winning...

huiyin,teosian, adrian and i left the chalet @ about 2100... it was the time yinling came.... oh... forgot to mention dustin... he came @ night too... but he came eariler than yinling but still not much food left for him... we brought yinling a bike and tt was where we said goodbye... the four of us went to eat supper which was desserts @ the hawker centre... then we went to parkway parade's toilet.. haha... it was dark.. no lights... i din go in but i saw one girl coming out of the cubicle without her belt buckled... she told her friend it was too dark to see the holes of the belt inside...

we wanted to take a taxi to the nearest mrt station... but wooh... the queue @ the taxi stand was loooong... so in the end we took 966 to woodlands..

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:09 AM

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

ytd went to mrs chua's hse... finally... been postponed so many times... we went in the late afternoon bout 1800 and we started helping her prepare dinner... dinner was spagetti! yongqi cut the tomatoes into cubes... great work... she removed the seeds and cut the meat of the tomatoes into cubes.... wat great effort senglien choppped the chicken cubes into minced meat... indeed she chopped them into minced meat... but she created a lot of noise when she was mincing cox she was using a big knife on a glass chopping board... then yuwei cut the mushrooms using scissors... she risked the chance of having cut her finger to do her job to the best... she cut the mushrooms so thinly... job well done to all... i onli did the trivial things like opening cans and stirring the tomatoes mixture... haha...

the dinner ended late so i went home late... i was already the first to leave but it was still late... i left @ 2030 when i saw i had 10 missed calls... i din even ate dessert... there was agar-agar and choc swiss rolls which we brought to her hse... i got scolded as usual and another suai thing was tt i lost of my keys for the first time in my life... haven got a chance to tell my mom yet... scared ltr she dun allow me to go bbq ltr... i couldn't really recall where i lose my keys... ytd night i couldn't slp cox i was afraid i left my keys on the letterbox then maybe some burglars took it and come and rob my hse... haix... where are my keys?

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:00 AM

Friday, December 16, 2005

jux like what i hav expected... i got into pjc for first three mths... i'm not so excited bout it cox if i can choose all over again, i'll put ajc as one of my choice... even if i can't get into the sci stream i'll get into the arts... jazreel got into ajc sci and she's onli one pt less than me... which means i hav every chance to jux get myself a place in ajc... maybe arts i'm oso fine wif it... but now... there' no use regretting... wat is done cannot be undone... it is a fact that i did not put ajc as one of my choice... so not getting in is purely and totally my and only my fault... w/o the bonus 2 pts, if i want to get into ajc for the JAE would be even more difficult... haix... looks like we have separated and it IS the end...

good thing is yinling got in pjc sci stream too... at least there'll be company... and i'm expecting more... it's still early in the morning..

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:58 AM

Monday, December 12, 2005

wooh... today is such a tiring day... the day started when i went to bangkit to buy my contact lenses... my supply ran out! haix... actually wanted to by onli for a mth first cox no income yet but they dun hav my degree... in the end i bought a box which can last me for three mths... went i was heading to take 190 to go cck interchange... i thought i saw cheng jie on a passing bus when i was waiting for the traffic... i was quite certain i saw him...

ltr i met yinling @ 1225 and we went to tanjong pagar... we were going to a job agency... well, i still din get a job... sad...

then we took the train to bugis and guess hu we saw? we saw cheng jie and glenn! hahax... but how did cheng jie go there? he was on a bus earlier tt day which was heading towards the expressway and now he appears wif glenn on the same train as me and yinling... think they din see us...=(

we walked ard for sometime b4 meeting up wif huiyin... then yongqi and lili... then shiwei and lastly ivy... we went to eat sakae buffet... we din manage to eat 70 plates in total... 70 was our target to make the buffet worth... yongqi even ate 2 bowls of udon on her own... we stayed right up to 6... our dessert was ice-cream which was quite soft and the mango flavoured ones were even soft like milkshake... hehex...

then we went to walk ard b4 heading to bugis street... me and yongqi wanted to find vanessa... we couldn't find here at the 2nd level... she told us she was transferred to lvl 1... but hu would hav thought she was referring to the far east lvl 1? so yongqi, lili and I went to the lvl 1 of bugis village and started combing the area... and ltr to find out tt we made a mistake...

ps. he wore white today...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

8:19 PM

Sunday, December 11, 2005

today suppose to go mrs chua's hse but she had something so so she postponed to nxt week... nxt week we might hav a pre-xmas dinner @ her house... haha... looking forward to it...

my plans for this week

eat sakae!! oready jio ppl...supposedly on tue... but
watch campus superstar @ bishan on tue... there's the clash... hm... gotta work these out soon
sat go buy present!! this year the guides are going to carry on our traditon... i mean among the sec 4s... this year's budget is $2.75... it's gonna be hard since we are expected to spend every cent of it...
sun go mrs chua's hse!

hmm.. doesn't look very packed yet... gotta plan MORE! hahax... onli three weeks left... mux enjoy...

tml van going to start work... goos luck to her...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

12:41 PM

Friday, December 09, 2005

today went back to guides again... overslept... din hav my contact lenses and i felt so blind... saw onli a few juniors today... 3 sec3, 2 sec2 and 3 sec 1... they did spring cleaning... hahax... new year coming... they cleared the guide store and rearranged the guiden...vanessa brought a type of sweet that was sour.... 1 is all that i ate... yikes...i hate sour stuff... where's my sweet sweet? the sec 4s played UNO... hahax
xiuxuan keep winning... so lucky... the last game me and senglien fought fiercely... hahax... had fun... i won senglien... sorry gal...

later we went to west mall... ate mac... then xiuxuan and xiuyi went to pierce their ears... we walked ard and even went to the library... saw tt the borrowing machine changed... many of us were so surprised... so backward sia... haha...

i finally know how ppl can use different font and colour... cox i always type my post under "Edit Html" and not under "compose"... no wonder i nv see the text colour icon...

am going to mrs chua's hse this sun... hmm... what shd i wear? hahax

Painting a PRETTY mess.

4:53 PM

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

went to guides camp ytd... am back today... damn tired... slpt for 9 hrs... maybe b'cox ytd nv slp... there was some prob wif the guides discipline... cancelled many programmes b'cox they were slow... they took 5 and half hr for jux one outdoor cooking alone... the buddy hike was intended to be held @ 0100 but b'cox the sec3s and 4s had meeting wif the teachers till ard 0020 and we had to set up the things so it dragged on till 0100++... after that we were supposed to tell them ghost stories... the juniors were not disciplined.. out of anger... we left the classrm... and we onli went back at 0200 like tt when we had total silence... and so the buddy hike dragged on... until nearly 0400 then end... we went to bathe when the juniors when to slp... so it left us wif litlle time since the nxt day starts @ 0600... the juniors did not bathe... it was a punishment for them for taking up so much time... and since they ate in the time for many activities... they had to sacrifies their bathe time... i left when they leave for hike @ 0800 today... will try to get photos from chinyun so tt i can post... wonder what they are doing now... ...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

9:42 PM

Friday, December 02, 2005

my keychain broke... kinda saddening... i's soooo upset... my keychain got one boy ang one girl... i call them boy-boy and girl-girl... very dumb right? hahax... i dun care... but everytime i look at them i feel so happy... and hopeful... dunno why... but now boy-boy broke... he dropped out... i feel so sad... it looks like it marks the end... the time for separation... is there anyway i can fix it? i doubt so... ...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

11:20 PM

it's been a long time since i woke up @ 0630... almost went on slping... and it, indeed is a miracle that i made it to the sec4 meeting time(0745)... it really is rare that i am not late...

the meeting started at 0800... or it was suppose to start at tt time... we, comprising of yongqi, yu wei, senglien and me, sat outside the guiden waiting for the meeting to start... the meeting did not start till bout 0845... so we thought we'll go for a stroll... we did not tell our juniors and they thought we were leaving... they said "goodbye mdm"... oh gosh... we're not leaving... and how can we leave when the meeting has not officially start? we decided not to go back and went to staff room to find ms yeo... ms yeo let us into the staff rm and we sat in the rm and started crapping... mrs chua arranged to meet us @ 1000... ms yeo gave us a brief idea of the camp... yq and sl attempted to change the camp date to 10,11,12 where more ppl will be able to make it but failed because both teachers are unavailable...

ltr ms tan came and gave us chocolates!!! yum yum...

our meeting went on for a long time and xx ltr came to join us... after the camp... we went to see our juniors hu were pitching tents... guiden had 3 new tents which are the easy-to-pitch kind... the old ones were in terrible state...

when guides dimissed... yq left and the rest of us continued to plan the camp... we managed to put in place the treasure hunt and the buddy hike... hahax... the juniors are in for lotsa fun... we sat in the staff pantry and saw ms Ho... she hurt her leg and had cast on... poor her... we left the sch @ 1800+++...

it is such a tiring day... ....

Painting a PRETTY mess.

8:49 PM

Thursday, December 01, 2005

ytd went job seeking wif vanessa... very tiring... but i really enjoyed although i din get employed... i'm gotta work harder... and pray harder... will be going for another job hunting on fri wif shiwei... after guides

after dunno how long after passing out le... nv gone back once... dun really noe how to face my juniors... will be going back on the first day of camp on 5th dec to help out... fri will oso be the first time after 'o' lvl tt i'm going step in sch again... hope no teacher sees me... haha...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

12:23 AM