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Saturday, December 30, 2006

mmm... recently i'm obsessed wif ice-cream!!! yum... ytd even though it was raining and was sort of feeling cold... the temptation of ice-cream jux ran dashing at me and another colleague... so both of us decided to get ourselves some nice ice cream to eat... those u wun see it often by the roadside or in the supermarket tt kind... initially my colleague suggested to eat at "gelatissimo" outside lido tt one... then i suggested "newzealand naturals" and she said ok... so we went to paragon and bought 2 scoops of ice-cream each!!! wa.. yum... then today we went to eat at "gelatissimo" two scoops oso... haha... we like spend a lot on ice-cream lor... then maybe cox now got work so more willing to spend the money on these kind of ice cream... we jio hao this sun go try another one oso at paragon de... haha... cant wait!!!

today is my third last day at work... started to think a lot bout my working experience here... and all the ppl i've met here... soon it'll be time to say goodbye... i guess parting is part of growing up...

i've learnt to not hold my hopes too high cox the higher it gets the harder u'll fall... and i admit i'm someone wif a fragile heart who cannot take pain as easy as others may be able too...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

12:09 AM

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

wee~! finally got one day off from work... these few days been working wif a tired mind... some say i change le... not as cheerful as b4 liao... guess i'm really tired le ba... tired bout working... haix... jux 4 days of work nia but so much things has happened... hm... i can only recall on the 24th... on the way to work... i saw jolyn on the mrt!!! so qiao lor... ok... is she saw me first de when she was standing at the door waiting to board the train... then jux nice beside me got one empty seat then she sat down and we started chatting... omg... so long nv see her le... so happy to see her la... she's oso working near somerset there... but i work so long le nv walk until her work place there so nv had the chance to see her... 24th was her second last day lor... if tt day nv get to see her i realy duno when we'll haf the chance to meet liao... hehe...

ok... that was one thing tt i could recall... hm... wat's nxt... 25th! christmas... lunch was totally packed... cox is hav to book de.... then v busy sia... the restaurant was nicely decorated too! b4 ppl started coming in... i manage to take a quick shot of the restaurant... hehe... shh... i'm not suppose to do tt la... hehe...

red and white theme then got balloons everywhere... it's the only day tt children can enter our restaurant... then by the end of lunch... all the balloons hav been taken away by the children... hehe...

then at nite v little ppl came de lor!!! v empty sia... then v shuang... hehe... ytd ppl start coming back to our restaurant liao... start to get busy again... ytd the kitchen floor v slippery then i fell down!!! ah... pain... sian...

this is wat our dear s24 classmate bought for us... omg la... lucky i not there at the pizza hut... if not i'll be damn paiseh...

today saw shiwei at the mrt platform!!!! omg... so long nv see her le... miss her a lot... i miss all my swiss girls!!!

i dun feel like working anymore!!! i wanna hav fun!!! i missed out too much... how much more am i gg to miss out for the last week to come?

Painting a PRETTY mess.

9:44 PM

Sunday, December 24, 2006

went back to work after 4 days of break... totally dun feel like working... whole day my face like black black de... lol... but then oso cox i tired la... these past few days slp v little nia... my dark eye circles are getting darker and darker and darker!!! argh...

the only time i feel more alive today is during break time cox i went to swensens for icecream!!! hehe... yum yum...

am looking forward to eating more good food... hehe... by then i'll be v broke again.... lols.

Painting a PRETTY mess.

12:58 AM

Saturday, December 23, 2006

4 days nv work le! been to ogl camp and was invloved in cip. the camp was... er... how to say... quite ok la... jux tt din get to slp much... the first day V cold... cox kept raining... dun really wanna go into details cox i bet it's gonna be v long and boring... hm... cip ma... ytd quite good... got the stuff toy then can attract a lot of little kids come and see see... some v cute la... then we worked hard to clear as many stuff toy as possible until stock ran out le!!! lols... then today no stuff toy to give... we oso v bored dao liao... no motivation... but still we tried our best... and we changed strategy... ytd is attract using the toy... today is give out the pamphlets so tt ppl would come and check out the booth...

after cip went to paragon find the ltr shift de ppl... a lot of ppl v fun... then they twisted lotsa balloon too... but too bad eventually i lost mine... but nvm la... after the cip then went eat at the basement de restaurant... and celebrated the jes and xz's birthday!!!

these are the picx i took today...

jux some random pic to show how empty it is at compass pt early in the morn... actually metro wasnt even officially open when we report for cip...

christmas is almost here!!! hehe...

yr under the hands of the display model...

shou xing gong and shou xing po.

the cake. wif the suppose-to-sing candle... lols.

Painting a PRETTY mess.

12:22 AM

22:57 ( according to my hp de clock) 21.12.2006. memory stays.

Painting a PRETTY mess.

12:14 AM

Friday, December 15, 2006

back from work! after the chalet makes me feel like i v long nv work le... lol.. then morn a bit lost then like duno wat to pack.. left my house a little later then usual but somehow i manage to reach there on time and not be late... lol... i even haf time to drink my HL milk! lols... this habit of drinking HL milk started not long ago when i realise i;ve been lacking calcium... can see from my broken fingernailS... they look so fragile... lols...

not much customers today... surprisingly... afternoon quite ok... met the new guy for the first time. today is oready his third day le la... lols.. tt time tue i got work he nv work... then today his fren quit le... er... familiar situation... lol...(no offence here...) then he no company oso...

morning got bully him a bit... haha... no la no la... cox he still new ma... usually new ppl duno wat to do de... so sometimes i a bit busy then ask him help a bit...

break time i ate at Han's... fish and chips!!! hehe... v nice... v full oso... cox it's a whole set de then comes wif soup and fruit oso... after tt me went to popular cox i wanted buy something and saw these notebooks... lols... thought of buying for yl and sw... but then scared they wun use... v funny la... i was trying to take this photo but i faced great difficulty balancing them... then like spent quite a long time... then i oso scared ltr kena scolded or wat cox i noe some place they dun allow cutomers to take photo of their goods de... (got try b4 tt's y i noe)... then when i stood up i saw this guy staring at me from behind another shelf... i tot was the popular bookshop de staff... scare me... lol... maybe tt's wat they call guilty conscience...

today went back to my work place quite early... not like the usual... then slack lor... din feel like slping so sat at the pantry area and listen to my phone!!! hehe but then the batt not long lasting de... i listen for 1-2 hrs nia drop by half liao... see my phone left last batt i switch off the music and started chatting wif the new guy again...

at nite not busy... got sent home early... all the part-timers were sent home early... took train home.. for the first time... cox got company ma... so try lor... nth much... jux chatted the way home... not like ytd... slp on the train... then ytd oso so paiseh cox er... better dun say... so throw face... lols

another boring entry... lol... actually i jux wanted to post the photo nia... haha...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

11:47 PM

Thursday, December 14, 2006

wee~. back from class chalet... slpt thru most of the train ride home.. lols... think gerald did some funny stuff during the ride but then... too tired le... hehe... this chalet is v diff... cox usually when it comes to toking bout chalet ppl would think bout cycling... stay up at nite tell ghost stories or play game watever go beach...bbq... but then we only bbq-ed on the first nite and played some poker and psp... lols... they got watch "silent hill" on the first nite la... but after tt all went to slp... lols... usually ppl dun slp at chalet de lei... at least not the first nite... i think... haha... then the two days keep raining... the floor all wet and slippery and then always hafta walk in the rain and get wet... somemore our room so inside... hafta walk quite long... hehe... we oso visited the arcade! lols... after duno how many yrs i re-stepped onto the para para machine... lols... failed the stage the first time... really is v long nv play liao... all rusty le... but then i think i was v fantastic at it either... all the moves like the same de... jux tt among the grp only i got play de... then xz and yr tried the game too... xz sorta got addicted to it... lols... he say he got see ppl play using legs and head de... so he tried wif his head but then too slow liao... in the end it's back to using hands... so funny la... then he wanted to be different so he thought of using his tummy too! can slim down sia... hehex...

ok... starting to get into details le... er... think i shall start wif the first day... which is wed...

woke up v early in the morn... met up wif yh then we went go buy stuff... went bugis to buy my shorts... then walked to ps... went pass The Cathy and saw the pink christmas tree...

so pretty.

then at ps got this precious moments de show... lols... meant for kids... but i tot my bro would like it so i took a pic too....

got one little girl in the photo... lols... the only chance for me to sneak a shot of the dolls is when they pose for the camera so bo bian... yh was saying "ltr ur bro fall in love wif the little girl"... lols.. the face not clear la... due to the cam being 1.3 megapix nia... haix... but i still love my phone... hehe...

we oso went to visit the arcade at the mrt station there b4 heading towards pasir ris... er... but actually we only played the street basketball... lols... but then... play one game nia hands jiu starting to feel weak liao... lols... me too lan liao.. will train harder... at downtown there oso got the street basketball machine then the ppl all so pro... especially alwyn...

ok. so here are the FEW pics i took wif my phone... cox most of the time i use my phone to listen to music... then the others oso got bring cam to take photos le... my phone de cam not gd de... so leave the shooting to others ba...

some of the guys playing winning eleven on the psp... er... tv too bright... lols...

while some played "heart attack"... the rest er... i forgot they where liao... lols. think some slping ba...

some random pic i took while walking alone in the morn... neat rows of the bbq pits... lols...

second day... at the arcade... qw and alwyn playing the street basketball...

er. no photo for the bbq... one. too dark. two. too busy wif bbq-ing the food. three. i dun wan my phone to get wet. it did rain at some pt of time during the bbq.

shd hav taken more photo de... haix... attempted to take photo wif the candystick tt yh bought for me... but then... haha... all too ugly liao(i referring to me la)... shd haf taken a shot of the candystick instead... lols... the candystick was v nice! only near christmas then common... but then... he always dun let me buy de... quite a few times le lor...lols... i still got to eat it anyway... hehe...

between us.it's complicated.

Painting a PRETTY mess.

9:47 PM

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

yq's off to japan... wonder how's the whether like over there... probably freezing cold... speaking of cold i got flu again today. morn. lols.... makes me wanna buy jacket even more... decided le... think most prob i gg get the nike one... cox it's purple!!! haha... then cheaper than adidas oso.... adidas dun hav purple de jacket... hav oso not really v nice de... i bet ppl's gonna call me a purple freak again... lols... i hav this purple dice hanging on my phone now... jh bought for the class de...

ytd went eat dinner at the guy's working de restaurant.... the ppl there v good... gave use some priviledge... haha... made quite a scene there i would say... but it's a great experience... ytd first time walk the orchard alone at nite cox the others went to watch movie b4 tt.... i joined them after their movie... the saw lotsa ppl taking photos cox orchard's been lit up wif all the x'mas deco...

speak of xmas... me wanna eat log cake!!! nv eat b4 lei... haha...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

12:51 AM

Monday, December 11, 2006

added more songs to my phone!!! i love my phone a lot... hehe... but then ytd drop it by the roadside while waiting for the bus... ahh.... got lotsa scratch marks!!! sadded... but i still love my phone... hehe... then can put lotsa songs inside oso!!! i using less than half of the 256MB space but i oready put 50-60 songs inside le!!! cox the got one programme can convert the song size smaller... good rite... so i was thinking maybe dun nid buy 2gB liao... oso got this worry tt the phone might not be able to handle it or the phone will become too lag... so i might settle wif jux 1gB de... can save money oso... haha... seriously running short of cash...

so looking forward to the class chalet... v long nv hav fun le... hehe... been working consecutively for the past few days... my punch card is so neat and full... lols... but then over am still working lesser than the past mth... my pay would be lesser than the previous two pays... er... but then still enuff for me to buy jacket ba... saw one nike de quite nice... maybe will buy tt instead of adidas de...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

1:15 PM

Saturday, December 09, 2006

been down on my luck recently... really damn suay until nobody will believe... it all started since ytd. or the day b4... i lost my bracelet... the one that i wore quite often these past few weeks... it's one of the FEW accessories that i hav lor. and i like it v much... haix... it's now gone... i even searched my room de rubblish bin la... oso dun hav.. then today asked my sis to help me find she oso cant find!!! argh...

nxt... ytd nite shift... i kena hit by this huge piece of ice... ok... rather i huge chunk of ice(many small ice cubes together so shd be one big chunk ba....). cox i was taking ice cubes from the ice making machine ma... then this big chunk jux fell on my hand!!! worked for more than a mth le this is the first time the one whole chunk of ice cubes fell de and it fell onto my hand!!! cut my hand and it bleed... ran my hands under the tap quite a few times... until today still can feel the pain... the impact really v big la...

the only good thing that happened to me was that i finally bought my phone. nokia 5300. black. well... it was suppose to be a good thing... cox i bought it for quite cheap... but then... i lost the warranty!!! jux one day only and i lost it liao... wat's worse... like tt my phone spoil then die lor... somemore this phone i pay my own le... no contract... if spoil sure v xin tong de...

tt's not the end... can u believe.. today... afternoon quite busy...then oso duno today wat's so special suddenly a lot of ppl wan drink coffee... at one pt of time i went into the kitchen get coffee... come out nid get again... come out get AGAIN... three times in a row la then towards the end oso no coffee cups oso... then nite busy again... today all the ppl come in big groups la... got 2 tables of 15 ppl. one table of 11 ppl and few other 7 or 8 ppl de... this is really a lot for a small restaurant like us... then after tt got long waiting list oso... so is REALLY v busy... so i hafta clear lotsa tray... then the washing area oso quite full... i was totally fustrated at one pt of the moment cox i kept clearing tray non-stop... cox the others got other things to be busy wif... then the only guy in my section went off to help the other section... then got one pt of time when i brought the tray into the kitchen to the dish washing there then cox quite full le so my there wasnt much space for me to put my tray... then the tray fell... onto the floor... broke a few plates... one cup which i was suppose to get an espresso... totally broke down... oready v frustrated and totally worn out... while trying to pick up the broke pieces i cut my thumb... totally painful!!! and on my right hand too... ytd the ice cubes chunk oso fell on my right hand... my hand started trembling and my blood dyed the paper napkin red... the cut was deep...

work for so long le oso pulled thru...but now injuries come one after another... things get lost one after the other... i cant believe i so suay... now a bit dun dare go to work liao... tml full day again... today i totally nv open the ice cube making machine lor... i took crashed ice instead...

for the first time i cried at my workplace there... twice indeed... the first time was during break time(cox of some personal reasons)... nobody saw though... second time was after i dropped the tray... but cox really v busy... i still served customers wif my watery eyes and trembling hands... i tried to use my left hand as much as possible... and if u're wondering how come i can still type so much tt is become i dun use my thumb for typing in the first place... i press spacebar wif my index finger... the unprofessional way...

anyone has got some luck to pass to me?

Painting a PRETTY mess.

1:00 AM

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

scarcity arises due to limited needs and unlimited wants(nv forget bout sch work...hehex)... my pay is limited yet my wishlist is expanding like duno wat... jux tt sometimes i forget to update tt's y like nv change... haha... sometimes i oso miss out somethings here and there... gg buy my handphone soon!!! so excited... hehex... but then the whole of my pay would be gone liao... sian... maybe everyday hafta eat bread liao... haha... ok... maybe not so ke lian la... but really hafta watch my spending.. since my after my first pay day i've been spending money like the money not mine like tt... no feeling de lor... then when gg no money liao then regret spending too much... haha... but the feeling of spending w/o feeling the pain is damn shuang... haha... though i still haven figure out how to fit in 'do homework' into my schedule... i hope i'll get them done somehow...

hm... jacket is my top priority now... i wan a jacket!!! or maybe i NEED a jacket... the weather is like so cold recently... keep having flu... ytd got flu still go to work... haha... hopefully din scare any of the customers... haha... was thinking maybe i'll not buy adidas le... then i can use the money to buy track shoes!!! haha... suppose to go running today de... but then rain then nv run... when i told my mother bout it ytd she said"u dun hav track shoes can run meh?" haha... quite true ... but i told her i always run wif the shoe tt i wear to sch de... which is true oso... but then... somehow i suddenly wan to buy a track shoe... ey... maybe like tt i'll wan to train on my running more ba... haha...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

8:52 PM

Sunday, December 03, 2006

ytd slept alot... waha... so shuang... then slacked the whole day... did nth... kinda guilty... so i decided to do some maths.. haha... considering the fact tt this week i only tue off... i better try to do a bit first if not ltr no time... so much things coming up... this mth is more than jux working and earning money... 3'C's are on it's way... chalet.camp.cip... waha... say me lame... watever... like tt easy to rmb oso lehx... haha... not as if i'll forget la... finally the fun part of the hols are coming how can i forget... but no matter wat... i'll nv forget tt i dun get to go to 4e2 chalet!!! haix... one disappointment here... mom let me stay one nite for s24 chalet... ya.. one nite nia... her first reaction when i told her got 3D2N chalet was "go so many days for wat"... haix... initially she only let me go for one day de lor... then managed to persuade her to let me stay one nite... oh well... better than nth... better than working... ok... so i better get the "shorts" off my wishlist asap... if not go chalet no shorts to wear... wear sch pe shorts arhx? haha... ltr sure got ppl tell me go buy FBT wear de lor... hehex... but actually nth wrong wif FBT la... serious...

ok... so back to me being guilty bout do nth... so i decided to do hw!!! haha... wanted to some math... but then... my GC no batt!!! argh... so suay... somemore my hse dun hav so many triple A batt lor... so the plan was abandoned... instead... i changed to phy... initially i asked my sis to take my TYS for me... cox she sitting on my bed ma... my bookshelf stands beside my bed... then she cannot find... i went there oso cannot find... then i thought like.. "wa. want do hw oso cannot..." lols... in the end the tys was oready on my study desk... jux tt it's been there since the start of the hols so is like u're immune to noticing it being there... lols... jux like my flat is beside the mrt track... ppl come would tell me tt the mrt v noisy... somemore it's so frequent... but then i'll think for a while... "got meh?" haha... immune liao... so wun notice it de lor... if not arh... i cannot study liao... so noisy... so i actually finished 10 phy mcq qn... haha... still nid do working de k... somemore is like lose contact liao so hafta think longer ma... and keep referring to the notes... i started quite late la... by the time i finish the 10th qn it was like 12 le... wanted continue on but see the first structured qn so long i gave up le... hehe... easily contented... 10 mcq was all i did but i'm jux as happy bout it...

my wishlist is still expanding... hehe... but then my funds are depleting... cox me hafta pay for the phone myself... in full nehx... no money liao.. haix... i saw this thumbdrive on the popular newsletter and checked it out on the web... damn chio... i wanna buy cox it's purple!! haha... and it's of high technology... u can actually compress ur file to 3 times smaller so tt u can store more wif ur thumbdrive and it's auto decompress when u drag it to ur com. check it out... there are other thumbdrive too... got one even can recognise fingerprint de... but sure ex like siao... haha... the one i wanna buy got other colour oso... each size one colour.. purple is 512mb... but considering tt it can compress ur file 3 times... the storage is then ard 1.5 gb lo... view the demo to noe more... the demo quite slow but be patient though... good things are worth waiting...once u enter the website can skip the intro though... think nth much de... then click on micro vault mini... which is the one in green... the rest... read for urself... http://www.sony-asia.com/microvault/

Painting a PRETTY mess.

11:18 AM

Saturday, December 02, 2006

been working for the past three days. thought i would work on... at sitex... but then heard the sales not v gd so i gave it up and went on my break instead... really break sia... cox been out the whole day i almost forgot i've been working the past few days...

2 ppl left... one to join another restaurant. one gg to NS... two more came though... one came ytd.. haven seen the other one yet. maybe nxt week ba... nxt week i working everyday except tue...

today went lotsa places... travel travel travel... from vivo to dhoby gaut to marina square to esplanade... searched many places for adidas jacket!!! got see other brands oso de la... but then still cant find "the right one"... haha...

seen so much i've nv seen b4... it's a great experience!!! =)

Painting a PRETTY mess.

12:38 AM