Painting a PRETTY mess.

9:25 PM

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

wat do i have to say? no words can describe my disappointment i hav towards myself... totally flunk it... my midyr...!!! argh... suppose to be study for my chem now but i jux hav the urge to blog... cox this blog too dead le... cannot like tt!!! okok... i lame... haha... miss my com... duno how long nv use le... thought i had to be discipline cox exam is here but then... oso no use... cox i totally think no hope le... my math and my econs... dun even think i stand a chance for tml's chem.... argh... but den... wat can i do? shdn't be complaining here ya... cox no use rite? blame myself for slping so much and brain not functioning at it best.... =p

Painting a PRETTY mess.

11:50 AM

Sunday, June 18, 2006

grandma came over to visit... =) aunt came too... cousin and her husband too... except for grandma the other three are like almost one yr see once onli... lol... din really talk to them... hmm... maybe cox no common topic .. i could onli rmb then asking me where i'm staying now... and i hen bu yuan yi de tell them"pioneer" the one at teck whye there... haix... pioneer us not very bad la... cox all my jie mei all here ma... lol... but i believe i could hav been somewhere better... somewhere i'll be proud to say out the sch name loud! anyway... then the adults talked on watever they wan to say about... and my mom mentioned something bout moving hse nxt yr!!!! me no wan to move hse... *shaking head... it took me quite a while to settle here... FYI i onli moved here 5 yrs ago... me dun wan move hse... there's something holding me back here... i atill rmb the the mornings at yewtee mrt station last yr.... both happiness and sadness... i dun wanna move hse... mama say she wan move to bp... i moved from there sia... and is like it has changed so much i'll be lost there... and i'll be really lost... cox i'll be so far away from something that holds me tight and tied...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

9:45 PM

Thursday, June 15, 2006

been doing physics recently... am progressing very slowing.... my dynamics is horrible!!! argh... got lotsa stars.. means i not sure of the ans... feel very dishearted... cant really imagine if i were to enter the exam room in this state... sure die... this morning i woke up wif a fear in mind... I dun wanna retain!!! so i quickly jump out of bedcox slp too much will waste time... it's 11 plus anyway... late enuff to eat breakfast and lunch together... lol... been eating onli branch lately... ltr sch reopen scare ppl... but i din really start studying till afternoon... sadded... jiayou ba... =) stay optimistic !!!

Painting a PRETTY mess.

8:31 PM

Monday, June 12, 2006

went for chem today... was late again... yaya... nth surprising... but at least me got improve k... onli late for 13 mins... lol... teacher went thru tys... din really listen much cox i was constantly looking at the clock hoping that 2 o'clock would come soon... meet shiwei and yongqi go orchard!!! wee~

they said they wan buy clothes... but in the end onli yongqi bought... shiwei wasnt sure which one she wans... and i had to rush home so she din hav time to buy... so sry nehx... but no matter how hard i tried... i still reached home at 10... lol... was suppose to reach home ard 8... but this time mama din give me a thrashing down... glad... =) jio them tml go study... yeah... after the fun it's time to study again!!!

took neoprints...



yaya.. we called ourself the s.h.e... lol... 06s24 oso got f4... got s.h.e oso not surprising.. lol...







the word not i write one sia... lol... referring to my frenx lar... i noe i noe...=)












din really noe wat to do... lol...










we also played daytona... actually they like very unwilling de... onli i very excited to play.. keep persuading them... and we went for one round... i win!!! lol... by luck nia... usually i very lan de... hoping to learn how to use manual gear...

went to eat fish & co. for dinner... yum yum... ordered fish and chip and calamari... we three share share coc from pervious experience we know there is no way one person can finish one set alone de... lol... spent $14.50... kinda ex tt's why this is only the second time i visit fish & co. too ex le...! if one person one set is even more ex lor... $16 ++ and is like so ex le no drinks lehx!!! the cheapest is $3.90... no soft drink... but the food is nice!!! highly recommended!!!

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:39 PM

Sunday, June 11, 2006

went out wif my bro and mom to eat lunch branch jux now... then saw bridal cars downstairs... not see bride... a bit disappointed... the last time i saw bride was ms chua!!! currently mrs chua... yup... her hunsband oso chua... hope they have a blissful marriage... a few days ago was talking to yinling and cheryl... we were guessing who would get married first among our class... (4e2) ... hmm... cant imagine wat we would all be like... waha... this like going a bit too far sia... now haven even graduate... it's always good to day-dream... cox tt's wat i love to do... tsktsk

asked yongqi out tml... after chem... yeah!!! another happy thing today... hmm... tt means i wun be going to anywhere wif my class tml... no pool no lunch... nvm... still very happy... cox long time nv go out wif her le... miss her ya... haha... dun get me wrong... i not les... i very straight de... but yongqi my best buddy k... frenx since pri 1... haha...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

11:50 AM

had a dream last nite... really made my day... here goes... ... made the font xtra small cox dun really wan let ppl noe how i fa hua chi... haha... ltr u all luff... lol

was at the arcade wif someone... cant really rmb who... but then i saw many of my class(4e2) classmates there... saw dustin in jj uniform(??? dustin in poly sia... lol... btw those who went to play pool last week he was there too... think some of u saw him)... saw chandra... adrian in his AC uniform... mentioned something bout his departure... lol... still rmb in my dreams... then suddenly appear in the school... swiss cottage! but the classroom a bit funny... was in the class... mr ho (my lower sec geo teacher) was teaching physics!!! lol... motion in the circle... funny dream... was sitting wif yongqi... then the bell rang... recess... and... HE walked pass!!! (tt's why i'm spending time to blog) he was back in his swiss uniform... so excited... haha... he was wif his classmates... then the lesson dragged on... mr ngoh and mdm tang were already standing outside le the teacher still dun wan let us off...(not sure why they were outside though it was suppose to be recess) when he finally end his lesson, dream tt my fren took a long time to pack her bag... i was like starving... then i asked to see yongqi's phone... the phone like nv see b4 de and it's memory card very thick and is 189 MB... funny rite? then... ... i woke up!!! haha...

so happy tt i dreamt of him... super excited... =)

Painting a PRETTY mess.

11:33 AM

Friday, June 09, 2006

went to study wif yinling and cheryl at yewtee mac... hmm... did a bit of phy... still struggling wif it... kinda slow... still stuck at kinematics... lol... then i oso started on chem reaction kinetics... managed to understand more about it... haven really finish reading the chapter... but am still working on it... today got world cup sia... haha... maybe would stay up and watch...

my class peeps have gone for steamboat... hope they are enjoying themselves... =)

Painting a PRETTY mess.

8:51 PM

Thursday, June 08, 2006

happy b'dae mei!!! today my sista b'dae... am staying at home to pei ta... one yr older le mux be more mature k... haha... hmm... not sure wat to say... *will tell u personally... =)

tml my class going eat steamboat... have fun...! i cant make it... =(
organise more class outing k... tml i going to study wif shiwei... hmm... haven ask yinling and yongqi if they wan go... maybe both of them prefer the leadership course? haha... tonight gonna call them and ask.. the first batch majority hated the leadership course... *hi-5 to those who agrees...

the class is getting more bonded together... good news!!! shd hav class conversation everyday sia... haha...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

1:17 PM

was reading mag and came across this article about dark eye circles.... hmm. i've always hated my dark eye circles and since i'm wearing contact lenses it's even more obvious... thus i'd like to share the article to those who faces the same prob as me... but if it doesnt work dun come scold me... cox i only copy watever is written... lol... it's worth a try though...

1. after washing face, use a towel and soak it in warm water. cover ur eyes wif it until it cools down... repeat the same thing for 10 mins. this is to allow blood circulation. then soak the towel in icewater and cover eye wif it for 1 min. it helps to contract the bloodstream. use eye moisturiser after the whole thing to keep eyes moist.

2.after use the green tea bag, put it in the freezer. after a while, take it out and put in on eyes for 20 mins. helps to lighten dark eye circles.

3.eatg more eggs. sesame. carrot. green tea!

4. sleep more! but mux sleep early too so tt the eyes would not be too tired.

tt's all... haha...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

1:08 PM

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

yup. i decided to turn up for the leadership training camp though many ppl said they wun turn up... 7 ppl turned up in total... but i left during lunch. went to meet up wif wan rong at west mall... called adrian over too... wanted to ask him for his AC notes since he's leaving BUT he threw it away in the morning!!! so suai... he said he threw it away like 20 mins b4 i sms him... lol... but nvm... had a great chat wif him... long time nv see him le ma... he wasnt able to make it to the previous gathering... he so fast withdraw from sch le... no nid worry for mid-year. so envious....! i'm stuck down here mugging... jia you!!! gotta get good grades for midyr... no way i'm going to retain ya...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

8:54 PM

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

haix.... where shd i start? i hav so much to say tt i hardly noe how to start. to summarize, i think this course is horrible... dun like it... think manay ppl think so too... cox many ppl left after lunch break.. haha.. i stayed on... to see if things would get better.. all the same... even had to stand on the table to tell my classmates bout my goal... scared... leg trembled... lol... wan stumbled by the questions that the facilitators asked... stood there and stone... then after the first min of speech the audience is suppose to distract u . they'll be shown a piece of ppl asking them to act like someone... hmm... like 3 yr old children... retarded.. all those... din really noe how to act so jux stone there wif my frenx when we were audience... then the facilitator would say tt we nv give our 100%... aiya... they scold us like mad... dunno lar... not many ppl going tml... haven decide whether to go anot. hmm...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

8:51 PM

Saturday, June 03, 2006

slept 13 hr today. lol. P I G !!! haven start on my revision. been playing com... argh...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

3:22 PM

Thursday, June 01, 2006

finally the first day of the month is here.. 2 days nv online is like killing me... lol... ok la... actually not so bad. today no lesson... tml got phy... must NOT be late again... argh... toking bout being late is giving me headache... cannot! someone help!!! no matter how early i wake up oso no use de... if too early then i'll slack ard until the last min then i panick... how arhx... so far haven been able to make it on time... *banging head on the wall... help!!!

went to marina square on tue... went wif yinling and she was meeting wif yayuan... so long nv see her le... hehe... called shiwei to come too after her lesson at four... was suppose to give her something but i lost it!!! wat could be worse... morning miss bus TWICE and evening lose things.... so sorry girl... will buy another one for u tml... dun sad k... i oso very guilty nehx... tml buy le go find u... then pass u u k? *nodnod ...lol

finished packing my room... wee~ threw away quite a lot of things... a few plastic bag full... lotsa sense of satisfaction...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

9:44 AM