Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:03 AM

Monday, October 30, 2006

unexpectedly(cox i failed the interview for O2 de ogl tt y wasnt really carrying much hope this time round), i got selected for ogl! today was running late for sch... but my excitement got me to walk thru the GO there though it's a longer way to the classrm... say the big piece of paper(bigger then a4 la... so it's big) wif the names on it... and... i saw my name!!! omg... me so excited... great way to start my day though i was late... hehe... ok... tt's part of the thing tt's gg to occupy my hols... switch slot wif the other grp for the metro cip cox clash wif the ogl camp... mux leave the sch at 1 then rush to compass pt b4 3pm...

sad news... i cant make it to 4e2 class chalet!!!! cox it clashes wif ogl camp... haix...the thing is i jux missed the gathering not long anot lor and i'll hafta miss another one and chalet there's bound to be lotsa fun de lor... =(

Painting a PRETTY mess.

7:59 PM

Saturday, October 28, 2006

took lotsa bus and mrt today... run.run.run. can die from exhaustion... lols... find it very strange to be running in citylink... mux hav attracted lotsa attention... hm... the rest of the venus was quite ok... only tt the bus journey v long then wasted quite a lot of time... one of the clue is to go changi airport mac get plain water...lols... but then nv go la... though tt stop got the most pts but too far le and we hav too limited time...

learnt quite a lot of things thru the race... both good and bad... shdnt mention too much cox maybe some quite sensitive then might hurt feelings... jux wanna say great job everyone! and thanks yq for ur help... =)

i shall slack the whole of tml!!!waha... been so busy the whole week...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

9:17 PM

Friday, October 27, 2006

starting mapling again... waha... actually me long time nv touch maple le... since i started on watching "gong" ba... keep getting kicked out due to server prob... today played again oso encounter the same prob... the shdnt be my com or internet de prob le ma... also realise tt my the other mage in the same acc nv encounter such prob lei... after thorough thinking... i realise shd be the map de prob... main process 2 zone 2... cox when i bring my character outta there then nv encounter dc le... haha... only once or twice but not as often... seriously the dc prob is v serious lor... like play a few mins nia dc le... ok. enough of maple stuff... ltr ppl think i maple crazy again... lols...


happy b'dae alwyn...

today woke up early... no nid go sch like a bit weird... so my body clock auto woke me up in the morn... saw my sis still at home so means ard 7... so early sia... rmb last sat i oso woke up at 6... now slp so little nia... but then oso good la... haha... slp too much oso not gd... went play badminton wif my class ppl at cck stadium... halfway thru i took video of ppl playing and training... thought it might be of some help for our video for our OP... actually not v sure if we hav enuff time for to make the video but try anyway...

realise recently been reaching home late... lucky haven kena grounded by my mother...(if i'm gg home to eat dinner she expect me to be out not too late).. hm... think shd start to come home earlier le... if not ltr got chalet or outing or watever in the hols she dun allow me to go...

tml's the race! hehex... my mother dun understand y i join sia... hav fun ma... from ytd i told her bout the race until jux now she keep saying"u join for wat","y u join?"... quite surprised by her reaction. thought she wun hav any comments de... our class got a total of 4 grps joining... hopefully the winning team comes from our class... jia you wor ppl!

Painting a PRETTY mess.

9:10 PM

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

so in the end... i still din made it to the steamboat... pw ended at 7... though i wasnt able to be present... it's still happy bdae to huiyin!!! so long nv see her le... hm... but i did gave her a call after my pw to wish her happy bdae... still got 4e2 chalet(hopefully)... tt one mux not miss ya... today is also like a 4e2 gathering la... so many ppl long time nv see le... wonder how they are now... hopefully those in jc de all get promoted... nv heard of poly retain... is tt possible? i dun mean poly is v easy or watever la... jux asking generally cox i really duno...

pw today was quite fun... lotsa funny moments cox we exprimented with pics... cut out heads and paste them on athelete's body... lols...

last 2 days of lesson before sch close and we prepare for our 'a' lvl chi and OP... we'll hafta treasure these 2 days ya... it could be(hopefully not) the last 2 days of lessons for all the 24 ppl in 06s24... the thought of ppl leaving is already very saddening... cant imagine if nxt yr come and some ppl are missing... and shd someone come join our class... would tt person fit in?

hopefully all the 4e2 ppl get promoted too! especially so many of them in pioneer... hope can mug for 'a' lvl tgt!!!

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:10 PM

Monday, October 23, 2006

finally got back our result... dun really wanna talk bout my marks... ltr kena scolded by ppl for watever reason there may be... so i decided to do a subject ranking! waha...
this is the ranking for my midyr...
from best to worst...

chinese
chemistry
mathematics
General Paper
physics
economics with a grade of S


this is my subj ranking for promos... jux promos alone...

chinese
chemistry
mathematices
economics(if gg by the 'A' level calculation, i.e DRQ 70% essay 30%)
physics
General Paper with a grade of D


my GP is so lan and i'm so very upset bout it... thought my GP has always been ok so din really cared bout it... but since the last math lec i starting to worry le!! cox me wan get into business faculty in uni and GP nid at least a B grade!!! this is like so impossible for me la... given my poor standard and my broken eng... realise my GP has been a D grade all the while... purposely went to flip my GP file jux now... i count all assignments-D... count those teacher say graded de only-D... mid yr-D omg... i improve in every subj except my GP deproved by one mark(LOLS!)... and i hav only one yr to push my GP grade from D to B... mission impossible(?).. i've spoke to my parents bout it... they've agreed to let me subscribe The Straits Times le...(first step towards my B) maybe wun reach B yet... maybe C... hm... oso decided to do my Barron's(swiss ppl will noe which bk i'm toking about... dun really noe if will help but then at least can improve my vocab abit... hopefully...) and i'm gg thru my 2 other 'o' level de eng bk... compre de... though it's 'o' lvl de... but i guess the only diff here is AQ ba...

the other thing i'm quite upset about is my PW stuff! i lost them during openhse last fri... got anybody see? it's handwritten de... on two foolscape using black ballpoint... got see pls pls return!!! no one but myself to blame for being so careless... think tt day was trying to rush the posters and stuff so jux chuck my things one side and not in my bag! everything was like so messy tt day so i din think so much... din expect myself to forget bout them oso... haix...

went town after tt wif ivy,shiwei and yinling... shopped ard but din find any anklet to my liking... recently got the feeling hav an anklet on my leg but mine broke le quite long liao till now still haven find replacement... double haix...

it's pw day tml... gonna rehearse our presentation and finish our slides too... quite messy and got quite a lot of overlapping... think got missing things oso... rush rush rush...most prob gonna miss huiyin bdae celebration cum 4e2 gathering tml nite at marina... sry ppl... =( i oso v upset...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:26 PM

Saturday, October 21, 2006

slept for 12 hr ytd!!! woho~! so shuang sia... haha... this whole week i've been slping early... everyday oso feel tired...dun really noe why... hm... but then ytd i can understand my tiredness cox helped out quite a bit at the openhse... hm... today bro sick... looking after a sick person is not difficult... jux hafta give him lotsa comfort and care... but then... a scik person who doesnt slp is a headache... spent an hr trying to coax him to slp totally no use... until i finally give up and went back to star-making( those are for my bro de... he wan give ppl) and leave him alone... after like another half an hr then he finally slp... finally... the whole hse is so silent from the moment i left him alone... mom's out to meet her old fren... sis went to neWater plant... so bored... ...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

4:35 PM

Friday, October 20, 2006

short curriculum today. math lecture... gome thru one qn then the teacher talked bout admission to uni. these kind being discussed during math lecture is like totally dun fit la... lols... then PE. orienteering... ran alot... tired... lastly PW... jux slacked ard... PW only lasted for like half an hr la... so seriously not much can be done... watch anime on xz's laptop... me want watch the whole thing! suddenly i like v interested to watch series(?)... maybe lost too much contact until once i get into contact wif it i cannot stop! stil searching for show to watch. any recommmendations?

today open hse... did quite a lot of things... hm... put up the poster and sold drinks... manage to sell off all the drinks!!! so tiring ... but quite ok la.. at least something to keep me occupied... if i where to watch the guys play PS the whole afternoon i might die... lols.. kidding la... but then i noe nth bout winning eleven la...

am wondering wat i'm gg to do this hols... suddenly i find myself not into the hol-pls-faster-come kind of hope... i seriously dunno wat i can do to maximise my time... i dun wanna rot at home... hm... thinking fo looking for a job but then duno go where search... ppl got any recommendations again? i'll choose to work over staying at home and watch vcd... serious... maybe bcox i wanna faster save up... i wan put braces! my mama dun allow me to put cox she dun wanna pay for me... (actually not her money lor... pay oso my dad pay)... she say i wan mux pay myself... sadded... where got mother dun wan her daughter look better de... haix... today the auntie from the rice stall ask me y i dun wan put braces lehx... i say mother dun wan let me put...i feel so sad... if can of course i wan put la... seriously in nid of money! help! got lobang pls share!!! very much appreciated... somemore tt way i wun hafta rot at home le!!! i like to keep myself occupied... keeps my imagination from gg wild... seomtimes i jux think of the incredile... and when i look back.. i'l jux scold myself crazy... maybe tt's how i become the state i'm in now... craziness at inappropriate times...

wonder when the OGL result gg to come out... the more i think the more i feel i dun hav any chance of gg in le... haix... but then maybe now not so upset bout not gg in le... duno y... the only time i'll feel upset about failing interview is rejected base on appearance... haix... this kind of thing sure appearance counts de lor... makes me dersire for braces more... not tt i put braces le will become chiobu or something... but at least when i luff wun look so ugly ma... (behind every smile there's an untold sadness)...

mon finally gg to get back paper! is it good or is it bad... some will rejoice... some will cry... tears of joy and tears of sadness... who will stay and who will leave... it's saddening to see ppl go...

lee yul sings!!! ok. forgot his real name.. hehe... anyway saw his album today at cd rama... but then... i not so crazy bout him tt i go buy la... jux tt i still support him even though many ppl change to support the prince after watching many episodes of the drama...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

8:27 PM

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

ytd me slept at 8... waha... so early sia... duno y so tired... hm... nth much happen ytd except for the OGL/ SLO interview... though it's jux ytd but it seems quite far now... maybe it's the effect of slping too much... hehe... well... i think i gave a bad first impression cox i ran up there cox i was running late... then when i started talking was still trying to catch my breathe... bad start off... so i repeated myself a couple of times and din ans to the first qn. "tell us more abut urself"... keep repeating the same thing until the teacher hafta prompt me to talk about something else... bad bad... the rest ma... cant rmb wat i said le... jux rmb i talked on and on and on... mostly bout guides(!!) de... tried to find some relevance there cox got lotsa juniors to take charge of ma... in the end the SC said "since u talk about girl guides so much, why dun u cheer a guides cheer?" suppose to be a good chance for me to perform since the it's not the norm school cheer... (i heard others were asked to cheer sch cheer)... but then... think i did the wrong thing again by choosing a cheer without actions and and din really sound like a cheer ba... (at tt pt of moment my thought was to cheer something they most prob nv hear b4 de ma. mistake.). guess it's the end le... haix... then gerald can con't to kek me le... sadded...

today tried to help out at doing the tapestry... it was even more difficult than i thought... took a long time... din manage to see the finish product cox i left to meet up wif shiwei... we went cwp! yeah~! cox we went to eat at pastamania! pasta! craving satisfied! dunno how long nv eat pasta le... haha... looks like i'm gaining lotsa weight... not a good thing!!! jux like the HUGE pimple on my face at my nose there... very long de still there... and today it grew to a even-in-the-reflection oso can see de state! so damn big until i feel like digging a hole and hide myself la... usually got pimple i wun be so worked up de... but today de really v big la... especially when i was at cwp.. somehow it seem bigger than it was at morn... feeling depressed... hand itchy and i burst it... bleed... sure got scar liao... haix... oready got lotsa scar le... now got one more... somemore is so big de... (fancy kicking a big fuss over a pimple ppl mux be thinking i'm mad...but u really cannot imagine how big it grew. only shiwei saw...)

we walked ard cwp... both of us v long nv go le... but then din really change much i guess... the most attractive thing there was the arcade! the candy machine got ALOT of ppl there lor... many would think tt the machine is only meant for children and teenagers.. surprisingly got lotsa adult there... got aunties and uncles lor... all holding timezone powercard... some even gold de lor... then they were playing wif the machine... BAGS of candy... serious...(they really holding plastic bags filled wif candies la...) nv exaggerate... sw can witness... seriously these ppl got too much money dunno where to spend izzit? the best prize they can get is a soft toy... tt's the grand prize la... mux play v long then will hav de... but today de soft toy not cute de lor... saw chipmunks v cute but the person-in-charge duno why change them all into goofy... saw many other chipmunks at kiddy palace too... so cute! me wan!! anw... back to the candy machine... i was sooo tempted to go play too... i almost ran in... haha... no la... wear uniform cannot go in ma.. i rmb the first time i went in in sch u nth happen... cox it's not the main arcade area... it's only the machines area... but then subsequently cannot le... so upset... only can stand at the glass there and watch...

went fetch my bro jux now... hehe... brought him to the fitness corner... i always bring him there to do standing broad jump whenever i fetch him from sch... but tt's v seldom la... cox usually cannot make it on time... i video-ed him jump! so cute... hehe... my bro say one day he will jump 300 cm! woo~ though like not quite possible cox the whole sch oso no guys jump pass 300, but then shall train him then nxt time he can be fittest guy... haha.. he's oready quite good at situps and standing broad jump... wat's nxt? hm... ...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

8:46 PM

Monday, October 16, 2006

the first period of the week started wif a movie! v for vendetta... but then din manage to finish the whole movie... cox not enuff time... after tt tried to pursuade mr lim let us watch but then cox in eng de so he dun allow... initially teacher wanted show "jian gui shi" but then cox is horror(though was told not scary de) so scared ltr got ppl dun dare watch so change... we dragged like 1 hr b4 we finally watch the "sorry, teacher" when all the protesting and arguing din work... in b/w oso sang many many times of happy bdae... lols... but then tt was ytd le... it's happy bdae to jinkai today... but then he away in KL. nonetheless we still sang bdae song for jinkai... haha...

after sch went buy presents... dragged quite abit cox haf no idea wat to buy... hm... finally settled wif something simple... after tt went eat wif wr... lucky got go eat cox my hse today no dinner(only found out after i ate)... bought chocolate too! yum yum... temptation of chocolates is simply irresistable!

tml got OGL interview! omg... saw the list jux now... quite long lehx... looks like the chances of getting choosen are gonna be v slim... some places oready taken up by the hse captain and vice-cap... they auto in de!!! so good la... then those got be OGL before de sure got advantage de lor... so seriously i dun see much hopw in me getting choosen... haix... but then... still gonna give it a try... no harm... anw my slot no lesson de... so since nth to do might as well go... but some v chan cox theirs is during the chem xtra lecture... so will miss a bit...

one more week b4 getting back our exam papers...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

8:23 PM

Sunday, October 15, 2006

after a whole week of drama watching i finally finished the whole series! woho~! great sense of satisfaction... quite tiring... haha... 24 disc.. very long lehx... total of ard 24 hr... wa... 1/7 of the week is spent on the drama... lols... the last episode very touching... after the whole thing i stil support lee yul! he's not the bad guy lor... his mother is the villian... quite sypathize wif him... he v ke lian la... starting ppl tel me he'll turn bad de then i wun support him le... not the case... maybe cox he's always there to comfort the female lead...he oso possess a lot of courage... at least he wun hide his feelings... at the end he shield his mother's mistake la.. how can say he's a bad guy? lols... okok... it's over le la...

finish the drama means mux do hw le... totally saddening... did my i&r le... but haven edit... cox me nv write rationale(actually i oso duno how to write...) and i exceeded the word limit... haix... then still got phy haven do... i'm totally NOT optimistic bout my phy... seriously cannot understand this subj... cannot handle...

can someone pls tell me how to slim tummy? been troubled by this for quite a few days le... other than doing situps and crunches still got wat can be done? started doing jux ytd... ya i noe wun see the effect so soon but i'm scared i'm not doing enuff... ytd and today my bro oso got pei me do situps and crunches... hehe... great way to spend time tgt ba... age gap too wide cannot communicate... so mux find other ways to connect... i'm more troubled by my tummy than by my weight... haha.. and i cant resist the temptation of chocolate! i never say no to chocolate! tt's why i ate a hot fudge sundae ytd feeling satisfied more than guilty though i was told to watch my weight... tsktsk...

becox of the PSI too high the ecp gathering has been postponed... i seriously hope my mom will allow me to go! me dun wan stay at home and rot! now no drama watch le lei... nth to keep me entertained... wan go watch deathnote! but then most prob my class ppl gg watch on thu? hm... but thu i not free! my mom got something on then ask me go fetch my bro... haix... i dun mind fetching my bro de... cox always like to give him surprises... but y mux the date clash sia... still got who wanna watch sia? pls jio. thankx..

Painting a PRETTY mess.

4:29 PM

Friday, October 13, 2006

the first week after promos is over! ended wif a farewell assembly for the J2s... ey... actually dun really noe much of the J2... the only authentic(cant find better word le) senior i hav is liu zhen ba... then only left wif my 2 ogl then dun hav le... it's good bye to them... bowling de senior i dun really noe them... for one the beginners and the school team train separately and there no event to intro the J1 and J2 to each other so i can say i noe none of them... pathetic... but then nvm la... not important anw...

croco's missing... oso goodbye to it... feel a bit sad cox it's been wof me for quite a while le... quite contradicting ba... starting i keep asking ppl to claim but now gone le then i feel sad... quite cute ma... but then v funny lei.. tt time i put note nobody come take the now almost another week past le then it go missing... hopefully is the rightful owner come and take... seriously hav heard of some inconsiderate students whose itchy hands hav spoiled ppl's things on the locker.. so it can also be possible tt some other ppl come take away croco since it's jux hanging by it's neck... push a bit can take out le... haix... nvm la... it's gone anw... hm... maybe shd go find replacement... it's really nice to hav something to hang on my locker... makes it more unique and personal...

signed up for ogl-cum-slo... hopefully can get selected for the interview... quite a lot of my classmates signed up too! it'll be fun if everyone of us can get in... hehe... tried to put in as much thing as possible so tt i'll be selected... actually more interested in being SLO de... it's such a rare opportunity and can work wif the uni... but then since ogl and slo come tgt then nvm lor.. jux go ba... jux hope dun hav my junior in my og can liao.. like tt a bit paiseh... hehe... but then... maybe think too much liao... nv hear got anyone wan come pj de... it's either they aim high... or they wan go poly de... hehe... but anything is possible rite? jux like pj hav more than one 6 pointers in the sch... lols... not trying to say pj v lan la... jux tt 6 pointers hav better choices ma...

count myself lucky... today nv bring a lot of things but managed to survive... nv got caught for nv wearing collar pin... nv bring math lecture notes... nv bring home keys... lucky my sis and mom at home... if not i kena locked out...

this weekend gonna be very busy... pw... tut... ecp(my mom say cannot!!! argh... din expect her to say tt... last week she told she she allow me to go out as long as i come home early de lor... how can like tt sia... not fair!)... watch drama!!!

Painting a PRETTY mess.

5:09 PM

Thursday, October 12, 2006

today is such a long day... day ended late cox of the career seminar... hm... got 2 talks... the first one the speaker talked bout her career life... ey... think i kinda fell aslp so dun really noe the content... lols... got a few times teachers appear at the front and side... scare me... thought i was gg to be caught for slping... haha... but then oso got catch some parts of the talk... hm... actually the talk not very boring de... think is i too tired le... ytd slept at 1+ cox wanted watch one more disc... hehe... ytd chiong 6 disc! but then today seriously very tired le... so only managed to watch 2 disc... keep falling aslp today... jux now fell aslp on my bed jux before i was suppose to shower... lols... heard my mom say something like "bu shi yao chong niang ma? pao qu na ni le?" haha... my bro did woke me up once... duno why fell aslp again... when i finally wake up i oso gong gong de... a bit lost bout wat i suppose to do... this whole week is spent on watching the vcd... nv knew watching vcd can be so tiring too...
the second talk was the business de talk... got ppl come give talk...the first one talked bout entrepreneurship... the second one was from MICE... BT MICE... elec geo! hehe... but then i not v sure wat's tt cox i nv study tt topic(totally!)... since elec geo paper is standard de got fixed topic can choose topic so i chose the other topic to study... so good la... can choose... if econs is like tt oso jiu hao le... focus on the one tt ur better at then can score well! then oso dun nid worry so much bout failing h1 le... haix... the talks bout retaining and promoting is all ard... it'll be v sad to see ppl go lor...


after tt talk went hm wif gerald and alwyn... played a little trick on yr... haha... no la... jux wanted to scare him... me and gerald run like mad... haha... alwyn managed to catch up too... then the three of us v tired... still nid go catch the 975... lols...


jux now a thought struck my mind...upon reflection... feel so bad bout letting my dad down... as in i gu1 fu4 le ta... he mux be feeling v sad... last time nid stay up study late then v hungry ma... so everytime my parents go out i'll hope they would bring some food home... my hse only got bread lor... every morn eat until sian le... at nite eat bread oso like v ke lian... gave chance for ppl wif nice supper to kek me... so i always complain nth to eat... to study wif a grumbling stomach is very terrible feeling k... so recently... though after promos le.. but i still stay up late... then my dad got buy food for me... but then is either i too engrossed in playing or watching drama... always forget to eat! many times le... my dad see the food still on the table the nxt day sure v sad de... i could see his sadness when he asked me "how come ytd nv eat?"... forgetting is nv a good excuse... (i feel i've been a bad daughter... totally guilty... promise to change..)

Painting a PRETTY mess.

11:03 PM

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

first day of sch after promos... hmm... not much lesson conducted... first lesson was phy lec.. totally demoralising cox most of the qn i got it wrong!!! seriously now starting to worry for my phy le... think it might be qutie hard for me to pass phy afterall... haix... then the rest of the day quite ok... got back phy paper one too... manage to pass though... but then i calculated le... my mcq only contributed 0.065 to the total marks for phy! omg... die liao... after phy is GP... teacher gave us free period... played tic tac toe wif gerald again... haha... so fun la... then yr tried to figure out the trick... ey... not really trick la... the skill(??)/ tactic(??) of playing tic tac toe... so fun... hehe... then me, val and gerald played bingo... luffed alot... lucky this time is free period... if not normal lesson i luff like jux now sure kena chase out by her de... after sch went hunting for food to eat... today eat a lot... dunno why sia... break got eat... lunch got eat... after sch eat again... but then all junk food... ey... not really la... breads and stuff...


still watching "gong"!!! hehex... the lee yul guy in the show v shuai!!! haha...






lost a fren. nv talk. nv say hi. not dao. jux afraid. fear. too late to salvage? it's the end? maybe it means nth to u. maybe u think nth bout it. maybe is i think too much. maybe... ...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:11 PM

spent the whole nite watching the korea drama "gong" !!! watched till the 3rd disc le... great sense of achievement! gg to spend the whole week pia finish the whole series! woho~! v excited... seriously me cannot rmb the last drama which i watch from first episode to the last le... since i dun watch tv de... in short... it has been a long time since i finish a whole drama and i'm sure i'm gg to finish "gong" this time round! gonna give up msn, maple and pangya for this!(ppl got event or watever sms me k... dun wanna miss out too much... me new mth le.. as in bill starts counting from zero so can afford to sms... hehe...) but then the show quite nice so shd be worth it... the actor kim jeong-hoon. acting as lee yul is v shuai! haha... but then he's not the prince... the prince a bit arrogant... see le a bit bu shuang... haha... no la...
tml sch start le... official... back to the usual lectures and tutorials... omg... haven do phy tutorial!

Painting a PRETTY mess.

12:10 AM

Monday, October 09, 2006

attented social etiquette course today... coach luke was there! he taught us (the swiss guides) social etiquette some yrs(??) back... think is either last yr or the yr b4 ba... back then his wife was still his gf lor... hehe... we got to eat swensens then... hehe... but today de is more of appearance de etiquette... tt time de is more of dining etiquette... hm... the whole course was okay la... the second half almost fell alsp though cox a bit tired le... been sitting in the LT for 2 hr plus le... after the course... slack! went find mr lim give him the mooncake then sit in concourse chat wif sw, yl and yq... then left sch at 1230... they bluff us la... say 1 then can leave... lucky nv waste tt half an hr... hehe... then me and yq went town! walked ard... talked... luffed... walked from orchard to douby gaut cox we wan check out PC Bunk... lols... tt ppl there all so pro de... haix... me still so noob... better train harder!

Painting a PRETTY mess.

8:16 PM

Sunday, October 08, 2006

went wr house wif jes,qw and val today to watch dvd... i was late... so paiseh... but lucky they went to ntuc first... bought lotsa stuff which we din manage to finish... lols... scared fat... i really think i shd cut down on food le... started cutting down on my rice intake le... now my dinner is like such a small bowl la... ey... back to today... hm... watched "a tale of two sisters"... story very luan... most of us din understand... think the story is something to do wif the elder sister's hallucination... then watched "monster house"... quite a nice movie... the house is actually possessed by a female... last movie was "click"... initially suppose to watch "the maid" but most of them watch le so change... "click" is mostly a comedy bout this man who has a remote which can control the progress of his life but oso got touching scene cox her started to miss out on important moments of his life and realised he missed out a lot... the last part was specially touching... when the man gg to die le... he ran outside the hospital so tt he can see his children for the last time... his ex wife was there too... he asked her this qn"would u still love me in the morning"... her ans was "forever and ever"... the same qn was asked by the wife before their first kiss... quite significant... cox they din have their happily ever after since they ended up divorce... but then the whole thing turned out to be a dream la...the guy woke up feeling v happy and started to show appreciation for his family...

tml got workshop... heard tt after the workshop got lesson! i sian diao lor... omg... nv touch any tutorial... ey... think many ppl oso haven do ba... still in the goliday mood! woho~! but then i realise i haven been able to slp for long hrs... now i only slp ard 7 hrs a day lehx... it's counted quite little for me le... last time whenever got break i'll slp like 10-12 hrs a day de... haix... so now everyday is like watch tv... play com... slack ard... but more plans are coming up! cant wait!

Painting a PRETTY mess.

7:48 PM

Saturday, October 07, 2006

played 4 1/2 hr of msn game straight wif gerald! omg... learned new game too... had fun! wat an experience... lols... now it's nearly 2... tired... but the intense gaming kept my mild from going wild... well... did something mean jux now... ey... kinda feel bad... but the gaming has made me feel better!!! woho~ play more! jux when the whole world aslp le gerald still awake!!! lols... serious la... my whole s24 contact he the onli one online at tt time!(for someone like gerald hu slps at 10 everyday and considers 11 as late... staying till nearly 2 is soooo amazing. lols) haha... play until too engrossed le! so fun rite? wei. how can u say i pro at the nerd nerd games? msn games not nerd nerd de lor... or do u mean those u pro at de like minesweeper flag and 7 hand poker not nerd nerd de? lols... i grow up playing tic tac toe de ma... of course li hai... got childhood(you3 tong nian de)... ps. gerald nv won any of the tic tac toe game... lols... but seriously he v gd at the 7 hand poker... though ytd was the first time both of us try the game...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

1:51 AM

Friday, October 06, 2006

been learning the pass few weeks... it's more than jux about academic learning... learnt more about com and programming... tried reformating for the first time... and most importantly... bout friends and friendship(i think it comes tgt... lols)...

first of all... realised... for the second time of the yr tt one nids lotsa intelligence to know how to strick a balance b/w ur frens... well... i seriously dun hav tt cox also for the same time i failed to strike a balance and ended up falling on one end... makes me feel so upset when i see my frens drifting away from me... having fun on their own and me not being able to join in the fun cox i'm not being welcomed... i'm v guilty too... wanna apologise to my frens... i'm sry... maybe a way to strike a balance is to let them play tgt? like today my swiss frens and my s24 classmates played bball tgt! too bad me nv join in... cox wearing polo tee cannot play... or was i lucky tt i nv join in cox either ways i'll be called ps... tt's my dilemma... one phrase tt my fren said strike me... "sec sch frens tend not to ps"... well it really striked my hard... better ponder over the words... i think it means ... me?

well... after sch went bp look for yq cox hafta take something from her... cox my dad nid use microsoft words for some doc so was quite urgent.... really thankful to val, qw and wr cox they pai me go bp instead of gg to lot 1 wif the guys... they die oso dun wan go bp... thankx girls... after tt the girls met up wif the guys and went orchard... i often wonder wat guys can do at orchard... then today they only went there to buy mooncake for mr lim!!! lols... all the way go orchard to buy mooncake AND visit puma shop... ok lar... it's the thought ma... mux get some mooncake not found everywhere de like sweeheng or bengawan solo(ey. not sure the spelling. pardon me.)... he bought something for us to eat today!. thankx teacher... after the mooncake buying they went hm! including qw and wr... lols... think maybe they tired after the bball and IHG... but val and i stayed on to walk walk... not gonna go hm so early yeah... hehe... ate dinner at the cone foot court.. first time for both of us... when val mentioned bout the moon... we realised we've jux spent the moon-cake festival tgt... lols... zhong qiu jie quai le everyone!

lastly... wanna tell a fren tt wat happened today is not ur fault... i told myself to not remind u w/o bearing in mind the consequence...cox now i noe... and i understand... u dun care...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

9:27 PM

Thursday, October 05, 2006

spent the whole day in front of my com... finally got it to function well... started from 11... ended ey... not sure... but then haven really finished... still got some things haven install... a bit lazy... well... it really wasnt easy for me... ok... the first hr i spent trying to figure out how to back up more files... though i was told tt i can back up in my d drive... but upon seeing the instruction which nv says can reformat only one drive... i thought it was better to be save then sorry.. but then in the end i jux wasted my time... cox i think some of the programmes starting to dis-function le... nxt... i spend time trying to figure wat buttons to press... wat the instruction wrote and wat i see is diff! so i randomly pressed... starting i not sure... hesitated... dun dare press yes... in the end still did... really nth came up to ask me which drive to reformat... at first i tot i really wan dan liao... will lose the file... like kena conned... haha... no la... mux trust ppl since others hav much more experience on com then me... ok... so the recovery started... the whole afternoon been inserting cd and taking them out... a total of 6 cd-rom... 3 pending to be installed... one more to come... so tiring! hard work! if got bro jiu hao... can ask him help me do... since guys are suppose to be better at IT... at least tt's wat i think la... too bad my bro so young... he knows nth! he only noe how to play pinball... maple(his sistas play maple so he oso play lor... cant be expecting hijm to play dota when there's no one in the hse to teach him to play ba.)... and so the come restarted so duno how many countless of times... install one programme mux restart once... lols... plus the non-cd programmes like msn... i seriously lost count of the times it restarted... the last thing i installed i think was real player ba... with the help of a fren... w/o ppl's help i seriously totally helpless de... mux thank my fren for helping me search for lotsa stuff and gave lotsa guidance... hehe... if not my noob-ness will cause total destruction to my com... maybe the whole thing will jux collaspe... and ben ben de wo dun even noe how to use my d drive until 2 days ago... lucky my fren tell me if not i think i'll let everything disappear... a com-noob does not use thumbdrive... omg... i not only gave one ppl a chance to luff at me... i actually told the whole world how dumb i am! argh...


tml interhse game... gonna give ppl support... hehe... since i nv take part hope i can roam about and give as many ppl support as possible... hehe...


played maple jux now! woho~ after all the tedious work... played for 3 hrs... how did i noe? jux now maple will show a msg after every hr to show how long u've played... at the third hr... it showed... "u have played MapleStory for 3 hrs. we suggest u take a break from mapling"... so cute... hehe... i din bother though... too long nv play le... but then ard dinner time le... so i went off after facing some technical prob...


i'm totally drained out now.

Painting a PRETTY mess.

8:09 PM

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

this is my 200th entry!!! hehe... even though i feel i blog quite often but i only have a total of 200 entries... hehe...

finally the promos is over!!! cant really wait till the day is here... since morn been counting down... hehe... but then promos din end in a nice way i think... cox the phy paper was a total disaster! got time to check=lotsa blanks... the only paper which i hav lotsa time left... i can only put on hopes on the definition qns to help me gain marks... haix...

after tt the girls gathered at the locker area... we planned to go out tgt... yq was missing! i called her... at first she say she dun wan go i almost suffered from heart attack! she alomst board the bus! lucky nv if not i really duno how to persuade her to appear... cox the 4e2 gals had planned a surprise belated celebration for her! weet~! gan dong ba... hehe... all the way i felt very nervous cox cannot let her find out anything... and we kp discussing how to "con" her to go kbox... sw(cox she din take phy) went to kbox first wif the cake and present... then the rest of us slowly proceeded towards kbox... clever cheryl came up wif the idea of gg kbox there take postcard... then i asked ivy to stroll into kbox... then we trick the rest outside saying got shou ren there... ask them faster come... haha... quite lame... but v fun!!! planned to take lotsa photos and post on blog de... but then in the end nv... haix...

it's more ex to go kbox... ey... cannot say cox we paid her yq's share so cannot tell how much... sang more different songs today.... cox tt time go too often then got sing quite a lot of songs repeatedly... near the end sang a lot of SHE songs! hehe...

gonna reformat my com tml... dunno how long i'll take... anyone interested to make a guess? from reformatting to dl the programmes... guess correctly got prize! hehe...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

9:05 PM

Monday, October 02, 2006

another paper down! one more to go and it's time to play! weet~! shiwei oready finish her promos le... so envious!!! hehex... realise the econs can count on memory to pass... u can actually memorise the ans de! okok... but mux change some of the content accordingly to fit into the text but then... if u noe the right measures and meaning of the economic terms... u cant really go wrong... memorised the measures for negative externalities... threw everything out into paper 2... wasnt quite sure about part a though... hope can score at part b... i kp recalling the measures... before i slp even after lights out... and during morn assembly when the anthems were playing... lols... praying hard... total then noe drq % is higher... lols... i used 6 mins to write the measures if rules and regulations... haha... totally write until hand pain... when the teacher say left 15 mins i jumped... now outta my seat tt kind la... cox me only at taxation! initally din wanna write tradable permits de... but calculated that i hav 9 mins left for tt and conclusion, i decided to chiong! if my part a cannot make it... i mux make sure i score at part b... yeah... manage to finish... =)

attempted to study phy after econs... ey... din even manage to finish even one chp... hehe... totally not focused... i even wrote a note which i wanted to put on my locker asking ppl to acknowledge the croco... yea... the croco is still there! no one came to claim... or maybe the ppl tried but couldnt take the croco out... the croco's neck was stuck b/w the lock then a bit difficult to take out w/o opening the lock... the croco wasnt stuck by the neck when it was found if i rmb correctly... oops... tt's my fault on my part i guess.. but then in the end oso nv put cox scared ltr ppl luff at me... haha... the note quite shui bian... use used foolscape and the handwriting v ugly oso... haha... but tt me got take out and put on top of the locker.. but then ltr put back cox scared ltr ppl push inside or watever when they put their bags on top of the locker... actually me put quite near the end de... maybe yr open the locker will drop down then maybe he'll stepped on it... oops... animal abuse... haha... tt's my imagination la... jinkai ma... haha... dun suan him ltr teo sian come find me i scared! haha... okok... lame...

someone pls acknowledge the croco la... it's morally unjustified for me to kp it cox it's not mine... (morally unjustified makes me think of GP... ey... GP over le... )... the croco would have been a good produced at marginal cost because it cannot make one person better off (which is me if i kp it) w/o making another worse off (the one whose suppose to receive it)... (not sure if my concept is correct... dun bother checking cox econs over le!)... now to link to phy... by newtons's third law ... the force on the croco by the lock(normal contact force) is equals to the force on lock by the croco(weight of the croco)... waha... i think i'm mad... oops... mux be deprived too long liao.. lols...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

6:21 PM

Sunday, October 01, 2006

realise i've been writing bout how badly i've done... showed lotsa negative feelings bout my exam... hm... actually if i think back... shd be alright la... jux tt i wun be able to achieve wat i expected... totally cannot forget tt my mind went blank for the chem paper... horrible... ok... wat i'm trying to say is tt i finally realise my previous papers are ok... but then.... my econs is totally NOT going to be ok... y? first. i'm not focusing! i can hardly sit at my study desk for few hrs to study... every now and then i'll jux walk ard... in and out of my room... second. my mind's not processing... when i tried to recall some of the factors is studied... none came out! i totally mixed up everything! sianx... i starting to worry liao... not jux worry... abit of panicking... omg... lotsa negative thoughts jux filled my mind... and i'm so sorry bout my phy... currently i only studied till circular motion... i doubt anyone would be slower than me... and i only read thru the lecture notes... nv try qn... sure doom liao.... omg...

ytd dreamt tt i move hse to bp... nightmare! me dun wan move hse! move hse le hafta go sch alone... very chan de... and bp is now so distant from me... many things have changed... i lived there when i was young... i'll allie(oops. wrong spelling... jux now wat i mean can le... today no time go check dict... aiya... i like everytime oso nv check de.) wif my dad... cox he oso dun like the idea of moving... but then... my mom holds the power in the hse and my dad eventually will give in to her de... hm... then mux psycho my mom and make her give up the idea of moving... but how ?

Painting a PRETTY mess.

11:26 AM