Painting a PRETTY mess.

2:37 PM

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

went for og 11's dinner today... there were 11 of us including 2 ogl-huimin and eunice... ate at the thai chiense restaurant... melody and i ate the twin fish fried rice.... salty.... both of us din finish our rice... some of the girls din finish theire food either... could be either the serving was too big for them or the food wasn't nice.... took photos after tt.... wasn't quite willing cox i dun like to take photo in the first place... not photogenic... so hate it...!

tml got netball again... but i think i might give it a miss since i'll be so xtra there... i might not even get to play tml since they hav enuff players already... most of which are their frenz... who are the they i shall not elaborate... ltr ppl find my blog then scold me arhx... haha... i'll use the chance tml to get some slp!... thu will be another long day...

it's been confirmed tt yi fang has quit college... one less ppl in my class... left wif 23... benson's oversea on medical treatment... onli 22 currently... indeed i can feel the stress... hope i can pull through... dun mind going to poly but tt time went to sp open hse... the lecture theatre was in a horrible state... chairs were spoiled and left alone there... the poly is so big i can lose my way... haix... headache...

was yinling's b'dae ytd... bought her a cake and sabo her a bit... she was asked to get signature from ppl all ard the canteen where a not is pinned onto her back which says:'today is my birthday.pls wish me happy birthday'... hop ei dun get this kind of sabo on my birthday if not i'll cry... then yinling was asked to use her mouth to get out something from the cake... of course the result was tt she got her face all full of cream... she was very da fang to let ivy take the photo of her face full-of-cream...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:15 PM

Friday, January 20, 2006

went for netball today from 1600 to 1900... late huh... i onli played a few game... probabaly cox i too lan le... haha... but had fun cox i learned some of the rules of netball and the various positions of the players...

skipped lecture for the first time...chem... sat in the concourse and did my gp... though i had one hr to do my essay but my piece was horrible... maybe i too long nv write plus i din hav any inspiration... i felt disgusted... but i hope to seek forgiveness from my gp teacher... i'll put in more effort fro my nxt assignment... today had gp again... today we discuss bout problems faced by youth today... we were split into grps of 6... onli my grp decided to try a skit... so paiseh... hope i dun laugh during the real presentation...

jorge says that i always look lost when i walk... expressionless... like a zombie... i agree that i look like a zombie cox i... well considerably white... and i have DARK circles.... haha... tt's the appearance part... but if he says tt i walk like a zombie then i dun noe bout it... i'll think about it...
yining say blik more... okay i'll take note... hope i dun give other ppl tt kind of impressin again... like tt i'll not look friendly and approachable... i not anti-social de k?.... hahax...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:17 PM

Thursday, January 19, 2006

quite a couple of things happen today... morning i totally felt like an outcast cox i was sitting alone in a corner in the first row wif no one by my side... the nearest person was jason ho was two tables away from me... could hardly even talk to him... as the first lesson was ct. the teacher allowed us to do either our homework or help out in the lantern making... so few of the girls volunteered... they were sitting right behind me... so they got busy then ltr josephine and xiao yuan(not sure of the spelling) joined in... they took the 2 empty seat beside me... no one talked to me... i din noe how i could have joined in either... so the whole ct lesson i was there quietly doing my physics tutorial... i guess is because i feel quite zi4 bei1 bout my look... the prettier ones seem to mix well....

things took a change during lunch... for the first time the class gals sat together... so we chatted and i did join in the conversation as far as possible... we bonded a bit... i felt happie... we are interacting more... =) not jus me but almost all the gals in the class... why i said almost cox wenjun and casper were together all the time and they din join us at all... in class they also sit together and talk to each other... got one gal xinyi say wenjun gave her a stare or wat when xinyi chatted to casper a bit... so i guess there's some reason here and there why the two of them are not close to us... we are one ppl short now cox the guy name roderick quit college... reason unknown... but duno since when we got another guy name hong jun in my class... his name din appear in any of the class list tt all teacher had... he had to tell the teachers to add in his name... he was here since the first lesson...

today was all tutorial no lecture... we attended many "first lesson" such as chem prac , econs , gp... lesson was quite fun... we made air fresheners during chem prac... tried a test during econs... the test was to see if u are a look-and-learn person or u are a listen-and-learn person... we onli tried on one ppl... results? unclear... we din contribute to ask the girl enuff thinking questions to derive the outcome...

ran 2.4 during the afternoon pe... tired!! and i stink too... saw zhilun on the bus... so throw face... my hair was unkempt and i sink badly!!! haha... anywas heard tt ppl in the sports cca like hockey and ODAC have to run 2.4 EVERYDAY... omg... lucky i nv join... but if it's for tennis i may not mine... and maybe tennis dun nid cox i nv see them run.... or maybe is because my class no tennis so i dunno? anyway cca is no-no for the first 3 mth... i starting to feel stress le.. give me time to adapt b4 giving me more physical torture(?)... haha

Painting a PRETTY mess.

8:22 PM

Monday, January 16, 2006

din go for tennis trial again... decided not to take up cca for the first three mth... like tt oso good... if i ever get in and i get attached to it i might not wan to leave pjc...

attended phy lesson today... haven buy the lecture notes yet.. oops... forgot to buy again... lucky tml no phy... onli chem and math... then today oso hav 2 hrs of chi... wasn't too bad.. cox spent most of the time watch a movie called nv heard of it b4 huh... the movie's bout 2 teenager and how they start to show liking for each other... but in the end the gal decided to leave for europe... at the age of 13... alone... but it was her dream to visit every part of europe... than was ct again... today my class very dead sia... no interaction at all... the teacher oso no experience de... josephine was absent today... sat wif a gal name wen jun... but din get to talk to her either... so sad... i so not sociable... realise biwei is very sociable and clicks well wif her new frenz... so envious...

went to bukit panjang plaza wif ivy and yinling for lunch... yinling cut her hair at jean yip... ivy and i sat and chatted...we also went to watson and i painted some ugly colours on my nails... haha... then ltr me and yinling went to lot one and walked ard somemore... ate beancurd b4 leaving for home at 1930...

my thought of the day is tt i should crack less joke cox they ain't funny and they are quite hurtful sometime... sorry girl...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

8:34 PM

Friday, January 13, 2006

first day met my class... 25 ppl-13 girls and 12 guys... quite evenly spread... heard got one class onli 2 girls... onli noe 2 ppl in class... josephine yeo and jason chear... quite a large no. of retainees in my class... bout 6-7... ivy and yinling din even hav one in their class... like tt oso good lar... then i wun be one of the older ones in class... hahax... josephine is appointed the class rep and jason chear is the assistant class rep... my whole class is in the Darwin hse... the grey shirt one... quite fine wif tt... as long as not the polo hse can le... green so sux... since sec i oready find green hse very suxy... oops... no offence here... can't really rmb the rest of my classmates' name... onli know got 2 tiffany in my class... can recognise one of them cox the teacher keep calling her today... my teacher is a chi teacher who writes fan2 ti3 zi4... he likes purple like me!! haha... but seriously... being objective... a guy likes purple is kinda gay...

after sch went eat mac at the cc there... din finish my food cox i talk a lot... did a lot of kuku things like big actions and cheer one of the pioneer cheer... not loudly of course... but still find it very funny... suppose to go for tennis trial today but no one went... so me and yinling went back to swiss... i went back ytd too... but onli today then get to talk to mdm tang... she actually find 4e2 fun... she said it would be great if we wasn't preparing for 'o' lvl... we talked to mr ngoh for quite some time... he even intro us a bk... but couldn't find it at popular...

met up wif yq at 1800... sudden arrangement... went to causeway... visited the popular but couldn't find the bk either... walked ard the shooping mall but din buy anything... had a great time chatting wif yongqi though... we left @ 1930...

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8:29 PM

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

today attended my first lecture... economics and nth else... my lesson was from 0800-0900... the morning assembly dragged so onli attended like half an hour of lecture... after tt me no lesson le!!! haix... but the official sch hour ends at 1230... so rot wif yayuan they all in the canteen... malissa wanted to take photo wif the tennis guy but was rejected.. at first is sihui ask him then he reject... then melody and yayuan and sihui and malissa went to ask for the second time he rejected again... so disappointed...

we stayed in school all the way till 1400 when the dance audition start... haha... think i flunk it le... no chance of getting in... dance was meant to be my backup cca in case i din get into tennis... but now... haix... i'll look on the bright side... i'll get into tennis!!! yeah... haha... *praying hard... wish me luck k...

went shopping wif yinling after the audition... saw a lot of things tt i wanna buy... haha... gonna be broke soon...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

8:13 PM

Sunday, January 08, 2006

changed by blogskin... took me quite a long time... tml's mon... hav to go back to pjc again... campfire tml... gotta wear the small orientation shirt... but am atill looking forward to it...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

2:03 PM

Friday, January 06, 2006

i think the song tian hui by S.H.E can describe my current feeling the best...

so saddening... i've been listening to it over and over again... currently the third time within 2 hrs...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:21 PM

hahax... learned another dance today... it's a fun dance... it was indeed fun... better than the mass dance... my previous partner din come so i change another partner... but it's still a girl! hahax... this song is quite hyper... got lotsa jumping... loved it... got chance maybe wan perform for my junior guides... haha...i siao...

anyway school ended late today too... left @ 1830 like tt... nth interesting xcept the fun dance so i wun say much..

the clans "fought"... even the alliances "fought"... no lar... is make funny of the cheers onli... like the elkins and the inyos... though we are alliance but we make fun of each other...

this sch has no objection against hokkien cheers... if we sing these cheers in front of ms tay wat would she think... she dun even like us speaking in chi... moreover it's hokkien... haha... she sure wun like pjc...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:12 PM

reach home bout 2000 + then soon after my father came back and ask me to go Krangi sec to accompany my sis... she went there to day to collect her edusave and my parent nid to go somewhere to deliver something... after a long day i'm so sweaty and tired... haven even got the chance to bathe or change my clothes ask me go out again... i was quite angry... but they're my parents... have to obey them... so i went... then when we drove near we oready see some of them coming out... so my parents decided to wait for us... i went in... din noe where to find my sis... so i stood at the staircase where ppl are coming down from the hall... din see my sis... but...

saw him... OMG... he's actually there... probably to collect bursery or wat... hey why he hav i dun?... anyway... so then i stood there frozen hoping tt he wun see me... he din... i think... cox he nv look my direction there... he look quite diff... maybe cox his hairstyle... he looks like a nerd... hahax... almost couldn't reconise him... thought i saw wrongly or wat... but i was very sure tt was him... so long nv see him le... thought life would change for a better but why now he appear again? sad... somemore is see him in a foreign place... and when i'm in the most undesirable state... lucky he nv see me... if not i'll die...

haix... why do u have to appear again? i'm so confused now... i thought i could start a new life when i go jc... ... will blog bout today's programme ltr... now going to bathe... haha... this entry is quite important to me so have to put everything to one side and blog first...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

8:57 PM

Thursday, January 05, 2006

today there's less talk and more games... finally... the talk tt we had was CCA & house system talk... quite relavant to us so i listened attentively... the teacher said we'll be rouped under hse even though it's onli for the 3 mths...

then we learned the college anthem which we are expected to sing every monday... the song quite solemn... haha... can't find a better word for it... and high pitch too... swiss sch song is more hyper...

went for more introductory lectures... today went for econs and physics... din wan take phy... but ytd... i went for math and geo... geo sounded difficult... so i was thinking of replacing geo wif phy... oh ya... math have to buy a graphic calculator which cost $100 +++... haix... where to find money... and wat if i lose it? i die arhx...

had OG time and played some simple games like H2O and murderer game and wacko....

went for CCA open hse after lunch and i signed up for tennis onli... if i dun get in then die le... i'll be allocated into those nobody-want CCA... regret not signing more... but my clan was onli given 10 mins to visit the CCA booths... not fair....

at bout 1700 we started our station games... played murderer(again...)... sent representatives to challenge for the most no. of push-up in 1 min and the longest breath... we won the longest breath... then another game where 6 person have to each hold one of the 6 strings tied to a marker and try to write a word together... then was dodgeball... i was one of the "dodger"...
due to time constrain we went to the final game... water game!! we ran/walked barefooted on the field! it was wet... but fun... the water bomb had coloured or i shd say dyed water... it rained again when the game was about to end...

it kept raining and and stopping and raining... disrupted our programme... the station games were the most affected... some station were replaced...

the whole thing ended bout 1930... waited for yinling and went to eat dinner @ lot 1 Long John... ltr jorge and samantha came... we chatted till 2120 like tt... then went home... tired arhx..

can someone help me wif my dark eye circles... i dun have enuff slp... even though now-a-days i slp early... xcept today...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:47 PM

very wanted to blog ytd bout the orientation but was too tired so went to slp and left it till today to blog bout ytd... one day late as always... haha... ytd got lotsa say but today forget some le cox today oso very tired... today left pjc sometime after 1930... din take note of the time...

so attended talks in the morning... some talk about student management where they got students under scholar's programme to talk to us about some activities they attended... wasn't cox very impressed by them cox although they are under the scholar's programme and it's a programme where onli ppl with L1R5 less than 11 can attend... their english like not very good... juding from the way they speak... some not fluent... one of them even have lors and lars... then got pastoral care talk and CIP talk...

went for college tour but still not familiar wif the place...

then there was mass games... not very fun... dun really wan to go into the details...

attended concurrent introductory lectures for 2 hrs... ey actually both the subject that i attended ended within 30 mins or slightly more and not 1 hrs as scheduled... so got some time to rest and wlk ard...

after lunch the ogls from each clan performed for us... i liked it...

clan 1, 2 and 3(mine is clan 3) had mass dance after the performance... where possible ppl are expected to pair up wif the opposite gender... apparently there's more girls then guys so when my partner ran away to join his fren... i got to partner a girl... great!... the song was"Let's Get Loud"...

school ended at 1800++... so tired after the long day... got my orientation package... due to shortage i din get a S size shirt... i got XXS... OMG... how can i ever fit in... sad...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:32 PM

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

inyo=forest...not sure in wat language... og=orientation group...

today sch reopened... went to pj to report... by the time i reach the hall it was time for flag-raising... i'm in grp 11 wif melody... lucky got fren... if not i die... haha... we chatted... melody managed to rmb all the girls' name by the end of the day... i din... onli manage to rmb 3 gals out of about 23 ppl excluding me and mel....

sat in the hall for about 4-5 hrs w/o break listening to all the talks bout subjects intro... teachers intro... sianx... near the end ppl wasn't listening anymore...

then had a lunch break...supposedly 1 hr planned for lunch but b'cox the talks ate in 45 mins they shorten the break to bout 45 mins... the xtra time was xtended to the sch hrs... we ended @ about 1400... considered early le... as compared to other schools... played 2 games b4 dismissal... the "tree and squirrel" game... and the newspaper throwing game... i like the newspaper throwing game... we threw newspaper everywhere... so fun!

i learned that the ppl in pjc are very enthu.... they cheer a lot...

saw many of my pri sch fren but havn got a chance to talk to most of them yet... onli waved a them... saw one pri sch guy smiling at me.... din recognise him... he mux have felt very disappointed... sorry.... will look out for u tml... hehex... i can onli recall tt he used to be very naughty... now he looks quite diff...

went to plaza after sch... wanted to meet up wif yongqi but her sch ended ltr... ate moss burger wif mel and ivy... walked ard then go back le...everyone's quite tired today... maye c'cox long time nv wake up so early le...

came home and bathe then bring my bro and sis to buy food... first time the 3 children go out together w/o our parents... my bro is so cute... i simply love him...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

7:05 PM

Sunday, January 01, 2006

it's 2006... ! happie new year to the ppl out there... any new year resolution to share? hmm... i din really think bout my resolution... maybe my resolution would be to save up more money for my uni studies... hehex... two years is very short... mux start early(?)...

like the past few years i've been countingdown at home and watching the fireworks in malaysia... in case u ppl dun noe... i can see malaysia from my hse windows.... haha...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

12:19 AM