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3:45 PM

Thursday, May 25, 2006

tml GP paper! dunno wat to study. or how to go about doing it. haix. gotta pray hard tml. will be taking the exam in MPR3.. the table very small sia. prefer it to be in the hall. cox there very open. LT and MPR very enclosed leh. a bit scary. can once we had econs makeup at MPR3 between 6-7... very eerie de... cannot see outside. no sense of security... lol...

was very pissed off by one of my classmate today.. am skipping the details cox the mention of it will make my blood boil... argh... was glad shiwei heard me out... she gave me some encouragement... thankx!!! i felt much better and by the end of the day i was back to normal!!! lol...

Great singapore sale is coming... or izzit here already? lol... not sure but i'm not going to miss out the event... hope can buy more clothes and a new bag... yupyup... will be going to shop this hols... one more day and i'll be on holiday! can slp more... cant wait to slp like 10 hrs everyday... haha... pig...

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8:48 PM

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

freak doesnt necessary means ugly. haix. i'm ugly enough le... the thing that i hate most is my teeth... (iwantbraces.iwantbraces.iwantbraces). today my mouth kana hit by the bball during pe today... lips a bit swollen but it's alright... still prefer captain ball sia cox the guys too pro at bball le... but it din manage to hit my teeth a little straighter... lol... sencond time of the yr... the first time was hit by a netball... worse... if it was so easy to straighten teeth then their wun be a nid for braces and the dental clinics can close down le... lol... ppl wun hav to suffer the pain of wearing braces and missing out some of the food... *wake up lar...

took chem SPA today... managed to finish all calculations on time... wee~.. still haf some time to check.. spotted a mistake... i tot the crystal was Fe2SO4 instead of FeSO4... lol. was very frightened so i trembled during the practical.... could see my hand shaking when transferring the crystals from the bottle to the weighing bottle on the balancing beam... spilled some on the balancing beam sia... stoned for a few seconds thinking of whether to wipe it off or not...

earlier tt day... morning asked a lot of dumb questiong bout the format of the chem prac... yinling was right... i asked too much cox every teacher has different expectations so no use asking so much... i guess i was too stress or too jing3 zhang1 tt i shed some tears... din really cried... could still rmb the last time i cried in front of my classmates was last yr... when somehow i lost my chem ans. was doing correction... i'm quite sure i was very stress then. cox i actually cried over an ans sheet... chem... chem... chem... how come i did so badly for chem... it used to be okay de... but i onli got a B3 for o lvl... utterly disappointed... can bang my head on the wall... *go die lar...

june hols is inching near... gonna watch pirates of the carribean wif shiwei and yongqi... yinling and biwei wan come? lol... when we fix the date le then ask u k... or maybe can ask the whole of 4e2 go watch together... this show like a lot of ppl wan watch lei... so shd no be a prob... make it like a gathering again? haha... so looking forward to another 4e2 gathering... the ppl are jux so nice... they are concerned bout one another, wun PS, hardworking... love them... =)

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9:03 PM

Monday, May 22, 2006

lol... today i like something wrong... kept quiet during chem lecture today... din sleep sia!!! waha... but i scared my frenx... so paiseh... i really dunno wat's wrong sia... so sorry... but i felt better and eventually i came back to my old self!!! laughing and toking loudly... oops... something i'm not very happy bout... been trying very hard to change tt.... but everytime i get excited i'll change back... haix... all came down to nothing... argh... slept towards the end of econs lesson... nxt week got test again... haix...

it rained heavily today evening... sat at the back of the canteen and crapped wif some of my classmates... had fun... laughed a lot... wee~... this week is the last week of the term le... but this isn't a easy week to go by... got lotsa test... SPA... phy, maths and GP!!! wish me luck...

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9:17 PM

Friday, May 19, 2006

16 ppl turned up for the movie today... so good sia.. was worried too little will turn up cox last min got a few ppl say cannot make it...eg yongqi... she got choir prac... haix... so sad cox she missed the last gathering too... guosi jocelyn jazreel and jolyn came! so happi to see them sia... but din really have the chance to talk to them... onli managed to talk to jocelyn... went home after the movie... cox mom say bro sick... he was slping went i got home... saw his medicine... got vomit, tummyache and diarrhea... so many ppl sick sia... last week wan rong.. this week jesmin... she vomited during gp today.. wanrong and i accompanied her to the polyclinic... missed half of gp and half of econs... we crapped and gossip there to kill time... second time visit the polyclinic this mth... this yr keep visiting the place sia... the first time was to accompany yinling... haha... so much for the convienience of the polyclinic being walking distance... go there so many times.. i dunno how many yrs nv step in there le cox the queue is "very the long"... lol... hope i wun haf to be there for myself... cox i wanna be healthy!... hols coming...! more gathering! wee~ maybe can go crash poly lesson since jialong say their hol onli start on 11 june... hahax... 4e2 rox!

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10:12 PM

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

ytd had a terrible flu... today onli recover like half of it... very tired arhx... but still got a lot of hw haven do.. was doing maclaurin jux now! argh... nv hand in mux minus marks... i nv hand in lehx... ppl all today hand in le... but i'm not upset totally... cox at least i made the effort to do it myself... not like my phy... spent a lot of time today trying to finish up all the unfinished tutorial.. ya... by copying... something i shdnt do... especially in jc... haix... buck up!!!

tml i'm going to skip bowling... haha... ltr kana scolded by mr lim... but i dun wan miss chem sia... and to travel to yishun early in the morning is siao lar... haha... jux realise today's mucheng b'dae... HAPPY B'DAE mucheng... even though u wun get to see this... u nv online lei... cannot wish u... waha... hope fri u turn up then wish u belated lor... yeah... fri.. so looking forward to it... was reading the mag about the movie jux now... makes me wan to watch the movie more! waha...

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9:11 PM

Monday, May 15, 2006

went for the bowling tournament today... went there and be supporter... cheered for the captain and royston tt team and another gals' team who were very good... one of them was jessie.. the other i couldnt rmb her name... oops... actually we din REALLY cheer... we jux clapped loudly and cheer a little when they strike or spare... after tt we felt tired and stopped clapping... jux watch... then got one guy say we useless de... as in the supporters are useless cox nv cheer... we tired le ma... or u jealous we nv cheer for u... idiot... as if i wanted to be there... i sacrificed my physic, econs and chem to go there and watch u ppl bowl lehx... ok lar... i dun wan to sound so fierce... but most of us agree that we wun go fo other tounaments le... pj still mux jiayou k... they did quite well... played against innova and meridian today... still got a few more match against them... saw angyun and shujuan and teoxinyi... they joined innova bowling... i think angyun is quite good... mux learn from him sia... hehe... got talk to him for a few seconds like tt... lol...

oh ya... forgot to mention tt we all got our t-shirts today... personalised sia... got our name on the right sleeve... hoho...

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8:25 PM

Sunday, May 14, 2006

yeah... confirm fri going to watch da vinci... so loking forward to it... lucky dun hav nowling le... toking bout bowling... tml got tournament... haix... dun feel like going cox will miss a lot of important lessons... i dun mind if i miss gp or chi or pe but... tml gp first lesson and pe second.. lol... wan miss de wun miss... then we suppose to leave class at 11... 11 is chem lecture sia... halfway leave very weird lehx... and it's mr hou.. his lecture very interesting sia... at least tt's wat i think... omg... how arhx? help!!!

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11:56 PM

Monday, May 08, 2006

slpt at 2.30 am in the morning... was up doing some hw which i was supposed to have done many many days ago even before the weekend... i din do so all my homework piled up and i hav to do it over the weekend... last weekend was a busy weekend for me cox both days i was out doing my pw... managed to finish it on time... some grp onli started today... lol... i shd hav known better than to leave all my hw till the last min... blame it on myself... so i suffered from lack of slp.. badly... felt like vomitting the whole day... and my dark eye circles are now even DARKER!... argh...

physics SPA today... din really prepare for it... kinda guilty... think i sort of flunk it cox i wasnt able to set up the apparantus properly... i din read the instrutions clearfully either... hai wo hafta redraw the graph within the last 15 mins...

during econs today i was very irritated by the teacher... she totally ignore me!!! i was rather responsive today but she din respond to any of my response... argh... other ppl she would give encouragement like... give it a try... quite close... good... she nv even look at me... not that i wan her attention or wat.. but how can she do tt... so rude... when she asked the class wat was OPEC... i said oil... she din hear... she say "no one in this class know arhx... i'm not going to tell u the answer u go and find out urself... " another time when she ask why is there a nid for paton... i said to protect the interest of the inventor... she never hear again...!! i repeated myself but she keep asking the qn again... how can she not hear me??? i'm so loud.... man... wat's wrong wif her... so in the end i gave up and slpt... i din care for the fact that there were other teachers in the class inspecting the class and tt they onli sat like 2 tables away from me... i jux slpt... i was lacking from slp anyway... one of the classmate is rite.. she cannot bend down too low if not the boys sitting in front will... and she shd hav known better than to wear v-neck tee... i seriously think tt she's bias against me... i hate her!!! hate econs...

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9:33 PM

Friday, May 05, 2006

yup. i went bowling. managed to find someone to go wif me... tian bee from josephine's class... usually she would be wif sihwee and rebecca but today both of them hav SDP camp so i managed to get her to accompany me... however in the end she ended up in another lane... so i tried to be friendly and made some frenx... but i'm still outcasted there... they jio each other to eat dinner but none of them ask me... nvm... i jio wan rong le! quite happy cox she always meet wif her jie meiS for dinner... one guy even said i look like his friend... wonder if tt gal is pretty... if she not then i ke lian her... cox i ugly... bleahx...

went ate mac at jec... chat and laughed... after tt i even brought wan rong to see the machine tt the 4e2 peeps took their neoprint... then we left...

jesmin's at SDP camp... wonder how's she now... she said she hate camps...

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10:03 PM

Thursday, May 04, 2006

had the second chem lecture test today... was better than the last one... shdnt fail... hehex... today's tiffany's b'dae... happy b'dae...! nxt mon SPA skill B test for physic prac... good luck!...

today some immature guy played a trick on some ppl and played innocent... stupid... blehx...

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9:21 PM

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

hmm... let's start wif something good.... jux now met this kind little kranji pri guy who was dragging his "luggagae" bag... we took the same path and soon he realise i was behind him... he smiled at me... how nice... from a distance i saw the lift door open... i have this habit of not taking the lift, as far as possible, wif someone i dunno.. so i went to open the letterbox while the little boy headed for the lift... when i closed the letterbox and turn towards the lift i realise the lift door was still open and a little head popped out... so i hurriedly ran to the lift and thanked the little boy... when the lift reached my storey the boy walked to the lift buttons there and pressed the open button for me... how nice... i thanked him again...

went studying wif yinling and shiwei at lot 1 mac... shiwei left early... behind me sat a mother and her son... she scolded her son and the poor boy was crying... she said his teacher complained bout him being very talkative in class and since he's so expert dun nid to listen to lesson she expect him to score full marks for the nxt exam... siao.. she taught him eng and scolded him stupid quite a few times... wat a fierce mother... the poor boy is still very young... and she's like givig him lotsa pressure... i pity the boy...

i finally realise why *** changes h** url everytime tt person feels upset... cox tt's how i'm feeling now... i kana ps again... first is --- then is XXX... now i'm all alone in this cca of mine and i'll hav to travel alone every wed and fri... wat a lonely feeling... u were indecisive then but u said u eventually will not ps me de... and now this is happening... ... i hav more to say... i'm not blaming u or anything... i'm jux very vexed about wat is going to happen to me nxt... ...

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7:56 PM

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

stayed back after pe to watch the rugby match.. it was pioneer against jj.... exciting match... i cheered when pioneer score or when a pioneer ruger get holds of the ball and runs wif it pass his opponents... player no 10 was the hero of the day... he helped pioneer score two goals!!! ole... pioneer won 3 goals to nil... one of the few wins tt pioneers have... glad i was there to witness the victory... now throat a bit pain... hafta control myself... i din eat bak kua jux now though i really want to eat...!

pe today was taken over by the pe HOD cox ms liew away for netball again... it was the 5 station test for the girls... guys did their own training... i managed to pass every station... but this yr got 2 E sia... sit and reach and incline... =(

i'll still do my best for 2.4 though i can onli get bronze now... jia you!

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9:09 PM

Monday, May 01, 2006

i realise tt vesak is on 12 and not 19!!! argh... we all thought is on 19 then can watch da vin ci together... =(... stupid movie why so late then come out... now we cannot watch le... argh...

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9:33 PM

wee~ 4e2'05 gathering... loved them... though more ppl could haven been present... yong qi forgot the time... yinling not feeling well... weikeat last min tell me got dance prac cox he going for competition... kenny overslept and ruilin couldnt make it cox his sis b'day... oh well... we still had fun... altogether 17 ppl turned up...

went to JEC... had lunch at pizza hut... could find a place big enuff to fit in everyone so very sat on tables of four but at the same corner... i sat wif shiwei and huiyin and ivy... biwei was the onli gal then... she said she din wan sit wif us cox everyday can see us... lol... cheryl and chuishan was late...

we went to the arcade for a while... tried ddr... quite ok... but compared wif the rest of the gals like huiyin and shiwei and chuishan and biwei i'm considered lan...then we went to play pool at kpool... managed to get 3 tables despite there were many ppl and today is a public hol... but we were quite scattered... shiwei and i teamed and played against mucheng and jialong... the two pros... then they left... left andre and shiwei and me... then finally the two of us... i lost... hehe... but had fun... love pool... if there's a cca for pool i'll be the first to join...!!!

then some of the gals left kpool and back to the arcade again... used adrian's tapz card... thankx... there was $8 in it.... we also borrowed from other guys... hehex... the guys play quite a lot on the basketball shooting machine... they were good...

after our credit ran out we stopped... it was 5+ we hanged ard and took some photos... in the end we decided to take neoprints... saw this machine which says for many ppl de.. indeed the machine was huge... and we squeezed 15 ppl inside.. chandra and dustin left us some time earlier so they aint in the photo...

many ppl left... in the end onli left 8 ppl... some guys went to play lan... we went to food court... some wanted to eat... i ate dessert... we decided to play and started playing scissor paper stone... loser will hav to drink a spoonful of honeydew sago+ mixed fruit sago + kiwi drink... everyone had their turn... cheryl was the ultimate winner... at the very last game we mixed all together and played 5,10,15,20 tt game...by elimination, we say the final loser will hav to drink 3 mouthful of them... cheryl now became the final loser.... lol... it was 8 when we said our final goodbye...

we had so much fun together tt we oready decided on the nxt gathering... vesak day watch da vinci code!!! yeah!!! am looking forward to it.... heard tt wai mun am planning to organize a 4-day chalet for 4e2... wee~

4e2 rox....!!!

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8:57 PM