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Saturday, September 30, 2006

Happy birthday to yongqi!

Painting a PRETTY mess.

11:58 AM

Friday, September 29, 2006

finally fri! managed to hang on till today... really feel like falling flat le... jux now chem paper was a disaster! mind totally blank! knew got a few qn wrong le... cox mcq got ans ma... some from tys de lor... sianx... demoralising... and i left some of paper 2 de qn blank! cox totally no time! until the very last min i was still writing ans for the last qn... no time to go back to previous qns... some more me write de ans is wrong! the last qn the order is 1 as told by many ppl... initially i wrong 1 de... then change... okok... can see tt i tikam de... but then i nv understood reaction kinetics from the start...

long time nv touch com... jux now tried to on... hang... on... hang... on... hang... the thought of losing my picx and songs and files makes me feel so depressed! double da3 ji1 for today.... lucky in the end it's back to norm... if not i'll be so upset bout my com tt i cannot study!

morn got one lost croc end up on my locker... from morn till the end of the paper nobody came to claim... maybe the person paiseh cox put wrong locker then dun dare take back... lols... someone pls acknowledge it! so ke lian lor the croc... quite cute actually... many ppl tell me throw up the top of the locker there but then i feel it's quite bad... cox the top so high cannot see... if really got ppl come back for it how? hm... maybe afternoon got ppl took it back le... if not i seriously duno wat to do wif it... it's not mine lehx.... cant possibly kp it ma...

halfway thru... 2 more papers to go!!! am looking forward to the end of it... but first... but get over the nightmares first... econs and phy... my two worst subj... hafta put more effort... ytd wanted to try coffee to see if it can kp me awake... seriously me dun like coffee de... but for chem... hafta give it a try... in the end my hse no coffee!! lols... my mom used to be a coffee-addict... everyday oso drink... sometimes one day drink more than one cup... she nv drink will feel giddy... but she tried to cut down... din realise when she totally cut off from coffee la... always thought my kitchen SURE will hav coffee de... wat a surprised! so my mom ask me drink chicken essence instead... ey... din help lor... din manage to pull thru 12... this whole week i NV once manage to pull thru 12... dunno why... ard 10 plus when complain to my mom say i still feel like slping... here's wat she say "go slp la"... not in a sarcastic tone... she always supports me to slp de... think she dun wan see me so tired... but then... sometimes there's more important things than slping... i've learned to sacrifice slp for hw... but i've yet to learn how to fight the slpy-symptom(???... duno how to express wat i wanna say.. oops...)mux learn how to stay pass my threshold... then can study till late late...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

4:30 PM

Monday, September 25, 2006

one paper down... many more to go... aint sure how i've done... only noe i wrote a lot for AQ... but then some quite irrelavant... hopefully wun be penalised... got some words i dunno de in the passage... lucky the summary is on passage B which i felt it was easier but then quite a lot of ppl tell me passage A easier lei... hmm... but then doesnt mean i'm gg to score well... totally have no idea how i did... the essay me wrote the topic" It is impossible to keep a healthy life in the modern world. To what extent is this true?" ey... the best topic i could get outta the 12 given one... this was my third topic lor... if i chose the mass media one... then me not sure if internet is a mass media so i change... then chose the charity one... then got some expressions duno how to change from chi to eng... so change again... panicked.... lucky managed to pull it thru... now hafta focus on the rest of the subj...
my life now is only about study... i shut myself behind close doors from morn till nite... totally no life... promos pls faster finish!!! i dun wan to isolate myself anymore... now wan go take nap oso mux think twice cox the time could be used to study(again!)... at nite oso dun dare slp too early... cox mux study(again!!!)... it's all about mugging.... if in the end i nv promote i can go die le... but then... i started revision late... oso my fault... today then me start on the first topic of phy... can anyone believe it? totally lagging behind... still got econs and chi nv touch.. sianx... maybe i'll retain afterall... last min revision is not gg to work... especially for econs.... me got 1 out of 10 for the last class essay... teacher marked by random... some she nv give mark... ok... win liao... jux before promo get one out of ten... no hope le la... how to promote if my h1 cannot make it? sadded...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

1:51 PM

Saturday, September 23, 2006

starting to mug... but the progress is still v slow... ytd only managed to finish 3 chp of 5(i knew it's impossible in the first place)... so this morn i woke up early to study! now is nearly 12... manage to finish 2 more chapters! yes.. at least i'm not behind schedule... if not ltr not enuff time to do watever i plan to finish... like doing tys and sample papers...

my burnt tongue is recovering... thu kana scalded(spelling unverified) by hot milo... fri kana by soup... the tip of the tongue there... ytd whole day got the burnt feeling... now feeling better! waha... i would die if i cannot taste"sweet". ey... the front part of the tongue is for tasting sweet stuff rite? hehe..

lamb= baby of sheep... verified!

Painting a PRETTY mess.

11:53 AM

Friday, September 22, 2006

it's more than jux the last sch day b4 promos. it's also the bdae of... a distant fren of mine(??) dun really noe how to label but then... it's jux special cox is tt person's bdae! waha... anyway... jux wanna acknowledge tt though there may be no meaning to it since it's all the past le... not much meaning to me now... though it's still nice to look back sometime... but maybe a bit dumb la... silly me... hehe... but i'm quite sure i've gotten over it...

ok... lotsa question marks i guess.... not important! waha...

my revision is still getting no where.... so i decided to draw up a revision plan... as in what i plan to revise on which day and for how long... and i realise because of all the delays and slping early... i've totally no time! i hav queeze as much as 5 chapters of revision in 4-5 hrs! (planned to revise in blocks of 4 or 5 hrs so that can gain momentum and stay focus!) this is like so impossible la... reading the lecture notes alone can take me a long time le... and the prob here is that reading lecture notes alone is not enuff! cannot gaurantee a pass... obviously shdnt be aiming for a pass alone... cox tt way i might end up not passing... there's so much things i've not started on at all... to be honest... i've not started on both sci at all! how terrible can it get... okok... shd be gg off now.. study!!! cant wait till promos over then can go out play!

Painting a PRETTY mess.

9:02 PM

Thursday, September 21, 2006

feeling guilty for slping early ytd... din manage to revise for anything... omg... something that is not tolerable for this critical period of time... my revision are not very organised... watever i see i jux read... hm... not a good strategy... think a bit late to realise... sianx... stayed back for nite study today... think this is the last le... nxt week jiu promos liao...

today watched puppet show during assembly.... one of the best assembly yet i would say... though i dun really rmb wat's the past assembly we had... the pig"oink oink" and the duck"quack quack" very cute lors.... the ppl controlled the puppets very well... make it look as though it's alive!!

kinda lazy to type... haix... think will stop coming online... cox when i come online i usually spend quite a long time... which could have been put to good use such as revising!!!

reality check:4 days left till the first paper: GP!!!

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:00 PM

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

another collection to my cake photos... lols... today we celebrated haihui's bdae... HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAIHUI! =) sang bdae songs in the canteen... they attempted to let her blow out the candle 17 times... but then in the end nv... but it was a good attempt though... happy occasions help to liven the class... many ppl are like kinda dead... all the late nite study and the stress we face are turning us into zombies!!! me oready one le... since last yr... stay up to study for 'o' lvl... initially couldnt adapt... cox up till sec 3 i still slp at 10 every nite... then studdenly hafta change and stay up till as late as 12 or ltr... felt v stress... and terrible... cox the body couldnt take it... but now staying up is the norm and extra slp would be considered a luxury... this will hafta last for another 2-3 weeks... i decided le... after the phy paper i shall slp for 24 hrs! waha... or maybe straight till fri morn then go for interhse game... lols...

stayed back in sch to study a little... did math... touched up on my tut b4 handing in... din hand in 3r though cox no time to finish...

my study plans are not gg well... ytd planned ard 3hr to finish 2 tut... in the end... only finished one in3 hr... sadded... in the end i hafta sleep at 230... losing more and more slp... it isnt a good sign isnt it?

Painting a PRETTY mess.

8:18 PM

Monday, September 18, 2006

jinghao edited my drawing... so happy... haha... very nice... he's talented... jiayou! nxt time can become pro graphic designer...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:14 PM

as they say"huo4 chong kou chu1"... i always nv think b4 i speak... nv consider the consequence... ended up wif many complications... hm... this is getting messy... think many ppl wun understand wat i toking bout. but nvm la... many i shd jux talk less... be more discreet. then wun get into trouble so often and hated by anyone... talking bout hate... this morn complained bout someone to val.. haha... think i very ji dong... ey... dun really noe the eng word for it... think something like agitated... ok. anyway very irritated by this someone... dun care even if ppl figures out hu this person is... but pls lar... go away... how i wish u'll would jux get outta my sight... super irritating lor... if i wanna say out my unhappiness bout this person sure... confirm gaurantee can hit thousand plus words... jux dun wanna spoil my blog... i've been trying to change the content of my blog le... last time got write complains(lotsa them)... cox not open to all ma... so can write... but then think very bad... so change to show appreciation... then can credit ppl for their effort oso... seldom write complains le... in my prespective la... it's considered little le.. if any reader thinks i always complain on my blog pls tell me... i'll change even further to not complain at all... hehex... but then... it wun be balanced... write essay mux haf both side de ma... haha... GP again... one week ltr... on mon... GP paper...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

9:56 PM

Sunday, September 17, 2006

suppose to be studying... but i spent the morn drawing... lols... decided to post them on my blog though they may not look nice... but then... let other ppl luff or watever oso better than always plain words...

ok. quite obvious this is a mouse. hehe.

this IS a cow. in case it's not obvious enuff... hehex.

one ugly lion... tried drawing many times le... this the best i can get. lols.

seriously i've nv been good at drawing tortise.. compared to wj's tortise ... mine is so lan...

pig!. this shd be v obvious. though simple.

this one i drew on foolscape.. tried to redraw on plain paper but then v ugly... this is the best i can get le... though i noe it's oso not v nice... me not artistic... wat more can i ask...

this sums up my morn...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

1:51 PM

Saturday, September 16, 2006

started on revision... ey... not really. jux did hw actually... finished my GP(except the mindmap)
and phy! did them very slowly... duno why... so i shut myself inside my room all day long since afternoon until dinner time and watched tv(!!!!) until 10 then i start to do hw again. ok. y the exclamation mark cox me usually dun watch tv de... serious... pls dun diao dao... thankx. at the most i glace for a while then i'll jux move on wif my stuff... the only time i'll sit down and watch tv i think is weekend morn ba... watch kids central! waha... hse got small children jiu shi watch cartoon de ma...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

11:33 PM

Friday, September 15, 2006

ytd nv blog. so miss my blog sia... haha... too long nv blog will result in a long entry... haf quite enuff of long entry le... the recent topic in class was the longest entry competition... but die down le... hehe... got my milo today... thankx ppl!

dun really noe where to start... cant really recall what happen ytd and today... hm... ytd went nite study again... the only day that i stayed back for nite study this week... mon wanted stay but no gal staying... tue v tired so nv stay... wed competition! haha... okok... enuff of tt... excitement over...

hm... let's see...

rmb i chatted wif adrian on wed nite...(first time see him online since he left to study abroad!) he might be coming back this dec... got ard 20 days de hol for him... hopefully he can come back and make it to 4e2 chalet if the plan goes on smoothly...

ey. rmb i had lotsa things to say de... but then now mind v blank... maybe shd go back study le... time v precious... cant wait till promo is over then can play! still thinking of which game to join for the interhse game... since compulsory... maybe it's better to join in the fun than to watch? hm...

my hse de ants are starting to attack my dining table le... argh... they've stop attacking my hse de plain water and moved on to my living rm(me hse de dining table in living rm)... today morn saw a lot of them... din kill them though... a bit cruel... jux tried to avoid them as far as possible... but then i believe they'll leave soon after... they wun win!!! lols. (lame. so bo liao)

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:30 PM

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

this is not the competition entry... the competition entry is below...

the competition has ended... realise me still got things haven write... so i decided to post again... hehe... one day two post... not bad arh... some more considering the fact that the previous one is a long one... hehe... so if anyone is reading... and dun get wat i mean.. pls read the post below... hehe...

din manage to hit the target that i set... cox not enuff time and i dun type fast enough(like i mention in my previous post. oops... it's like forcing ppl to go thru the torture of reading my long boring entry so tt they can catch wat i mean... ) okok... so the result is... me won! win a cup of milo... hehe... actually at first is yr win wif 10k plus words... but then... how can it be possible... then realise is he copy and paste de... we said cannot copy and paste but then he nv see... so is i win! manage to win the two long entry writer xz and mich! in fact... dun be shocked if u get to noe tt xz got the last place... especially when u understand tt his entry is always long or if u have complain bout it b4... and wat's more significant is that xy beat him by 1 word! thousand over words and the difference is only 1 word... mux understand the impact and the trauma tt xz hafta go thru... jia you for the nxt competition k... hehe...

the competition lasted for an hr... suppose to start from 9 end at 10.30 but they push back... duno wat will happen if we all hafta type for another half an hr... maybe fall flat in front of the com? hehe... b4 that did some warm up by engaging in a convo for the participants... initially target 3000 words lors... in the end nv even hit 2000 words... we all write faster than we type... of we use this speed t write our essay for SP sure die... haha... not enuff words! they'll mark u down for not meeting the words requirement de...

okok.... shall continue wif wat i wanna say.... hm... not really related... but i jux rmb when xz called xy yuan zi and i called her no.11 cox of her jersey no.... me, val and xy got conseutive jersey no.! so coincidental... jux realise ytd la... PW mates! tt leo mux hav a diff frequency from us... 10 Hz lesser maybe? cox his no. is 4... our no. is 11,12 and 13... maybe we can help u draw one more stroke in front of ur 4? haha... but then really happen to see val and xy and mine in running order lor... we took pic of the back of our jersey...

actually my mom not v happen that i took no. 13. cox she say the no. not very lucky... "friday the thirteen" she said... but then... i din think too much... i choose 13 cox last yr me register 13 ma... 4e2 rox! hehe... then got many ppl asked my bout the meaning of "ryoko" too... it's a name me pri sch fren gave... pri sch name + sec sch register no. + jc class tee... ey... great combination! suddenly realise... hehe...

kinda late le... shdnt continue le i guess... gotta do some studying tonite... no time to waste!(i keep mentioning but yet i'm not disciplined enuff to do my revision... hopeless or wat? )

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:55 PM

today the s24 bloggers are having a longest entry competition! waha... initiated by me and xz! surprisingly the rest are very spontaneous and participated! 7
participants in all... not much bloggers in my class but i think it's quite good le... the winners gets 60 cents for recess... losing participants will contribute 10
cents each... lols... it's only for fun ma... iniatially say 50 cents each de... then yr say he no money... haha... recently a lot ppl very broke cox pay money for
the class tee and class fund and those who bought the grammar book oso hafta pay for them... some ppl still owe class fund lor... class fund so poor dao jux
now me and val go collect notes not enuff money to pay for all... so still got some stuff left behind at the bookshop... we took the ones that we think more
important first... limited resources and unlimited wants leads to scarcity! waha... can shun bian revise econs... typing blog entry is also a good way to revise for
GP lehx... cox GP nid write long long essay oso...

speaking of money... i oso v poor. though i manage to get money from my dad for the class tee and the class fund... but still v poor... so much so that my
saving plan for my mp3 is not working! this week nv save dao lor... but then... better than last time le... last time me always go negative de... haha... but then...
still mux work harder... if not cannot get my mp3 and at the same time will kana kek dao siao...

class tee... wasnt really wat i expected... got it ytd during chi lesson! many ppl couldnt wait to get it... cox faced some prob during the collection of money so
hafta wait till ytd... then gave mr lim a thick stack of notes... haha... at one time the class fund oso went negative... think was on mon cox got many notes to
collect then the class fund not enuff... class fund so chan... haix... now still facing shortage... ppl faster pay k... hehe... but then if really cannot... maybe can
negotiate... but no watever signing off bonus pls... (goes out to gerald and leo) u want talk bout clubs or soocer... me can talk accounts to u! haha... u two are
currently the debtors of the class and pls pay up cox we do not want u two to become bad debts... okok... shall not continue cox many ppl cannot understand...
ltr gong gong... haha... so far haven heard any ppl take accounts... cox accounts not every sch offers it to the express stream... many take bio lor... pro sia...
bio is so alien to me and looks cheem... heard from my cousin nid memorise a lot de so me nv take... i hav better use for my brain cells and showed more
interest in accounts too...

wore the class tee for phy test... super outstanding... think many ppl stared at us... but then nvm la... wear as a class ma... so wun look so weird... but then...
how come we nv wear for PE and wore for test instead... lols... speaking of PE... ytd rock climbing... (oops... my entry is jumping about... nv go in order sia...
sry bout tt... but aga aga noe jiu hao le ba... the order not v important anyway...) ok. back to rock climbing... me nv reach the top! very disapoointed wif myself...
thought i could do better... but at least i tried my best... slipped quite a few times... did continue... in the end nv succeed cox me hand no strength le... so hafta
give up... recieved lotsa encouragement throughtout the climbing process... thankx! saw the others challenge the harder walls.. very li hai lor... though none
manage to reach the top.. but saw their effort and their endurance... *clap ... outta the whole class for the second most challenging wall yr reached the greatest
height... valerie video-ed his climbing process... think hafta wait some time b4 can see it on the class blog... can see that xz molest yr... haha... v funny lor...
initially is he stand there as supporter... then ppl say his action v bian tai... then after tt say he wanna take advantage of yr then he purposely go touch yr....
haha...

today arm muscle aching abit think becox of the rock climbing... like wed cox it's a short day! very relax... only math and chem... went for math w/o finishing the
tutorial... so today math lesson was merely sitting there and copying watever's written on the board... hm... i think most of the tutorial i oso like tt... oops...
shdnt slack on cox promo coming! scary... it's like a matter of life and death la... and oso separation wif the class... wat xy said made some sense... the class
tee and the class badge made our class more bonded together... cox it give us sense of belonging i guess... and i recall ms tan say we shd make xtra badge in
case nxt yr got ppl join our class... sets me thinking... if someone really join our class, will the ppl blend into our class well? hm...

today nv wear class collar pin cox wore polo tee... but then saw gerald wear collar pin though he was wearing polo tee too... oh ya... i thought we wanted a
collared tee for our class tee? how come in the end nv le? like tt we can wear the collar pin wif our tee then become very unique (almost forgot how to spell this
word sia... ltr kana jiang again for my spelling... my entry always got typo de lor...). so 06s24.... speaking of spelling... jux now they were joking that spelling
mistake mux minus marks for the blog entry competiton... then jh say me sure lose de... quite true... my spelling has always been bad... in fact my eng has
always been bad... dunno if it runs in my family cox my sista de eng oso v bad.. but hers is worse than mine... at least i wasnt border pass or failed my eng
when i was in pri sch... so jux now when my sista gave her eng paper which she manage to jux nice hit the passing mark, got a thrashing down from my mom...
she cried... reminds me of myself when i was young... my mom would always scold me util i cry... fear of her... as young as pri one she already use cane on
me le... how can i not be scared of her? but at least my sista better... my mom nv use cane on her... only verbal scolding... i shd be worried for my sista's eng
too... cox eng so important... my parents did try to send her for tuition class but then nv see improvement... in the end oso stop le... i think it's also becox the
tuition is mix de... not only eng but oso got math and sci... lan tuition centre... dun hav pure eng tuition... my sis math v good liao lor... and this way maybe one
week de tuition wun touch dao eng... waste money...

time check:10 pm. half an hr left... type half an hr le haven finish... not bad... got hope... hehe... i want win xz! haha... his entry always so long de... everyone
say he's the potential winner... then yr like v long nv blog liao and his is the shortest among all of us... exciting sia... and the time needed to finish reading
everyone's blog would be like so long la... haha... duno when will finish reading... oops... tt leaves little time for revision today...

ok... back to today... jux now me search high and low and realise i lost my math chp 11 notes! sadded... dunno where i lost it... hafta go photocopy from ppl
liao... the photocopying machine is not good lor... sometimes got black patches... see liao oso sian dao... then wun feel like studying... (excuses! promo
coming! )

went sheng siong wif val,wr,qw,hh,bel... bought lotsa things... 80% of the things i bought is choclate le lor... chocolate freak! choco hello panda... choco
vitasoy... choco biscuit... blah blah... today we bought lotsa drinks... until v heavy... and hafta use 2 trolleys! first time like tt... got sense of satisfactory... but a
low on... still got a lot me wanna buy but then... cannot buy too much... ltr cannot clear by promos... haha... today's trip quite fun... after tt comes the difficult
part... carrying the stuff back to sch... got lotsa cans to carry... about 20 cans and 20 packed drinks and A LOT of junk food... so we struggled out of sheng
siong... under the hot sun...after a short while... we heard a honk of a car... and a small red honda(i was told it's a honda.ey correct spelling ma?) stopped in
front of us... we're saved! u cannot imagine how happy we were when we saw the car... mr lim came to our rescue! so coincidential tt he was driving down the
road we're walking along... so wr and bel got on his car and sent our food back to the school...! the rest of us felt very relieved and walked merrily back sch...
lols...

back home... i checked my cup... no casualties of the battle b/w the ants and the human... me house used to hav no ants de... even if u leave food on the table
the ants oso wun ome de lor... but recently the ants came to attack my... plain water! i find it v strange lehx... cox got ribena the ants oso wun attack... only
attack my house de plain water... and they only appear in the middle of the night... so i dun see them when they strike... only in the morn when i wake up then
i'll see the dead bodies of the brave soldier ants who sacrified their life for the battle... it's been gg on for quite some days le... poor ants...

running out of time le... aint typing fast enuff... hafta stop liao... very jing zhang... duno if mine is long enuff so tt me wun be the last... very scared... shall train
more so that i can type faster... i'm poor at typing... aint using the right fingerings... i use my ey finger beside the thumb to my space bar de lor... the correct
way is use thumb de... and i asked quite a few ppl and they all use thumb de... they sure can type better than me... haix... and i cant use my last two fingers to
type... so most of the time they jux hang in the air while the other fingers get busy moving ard the keyboards...

lotsa crap... if u finish reading, thankx a lot for ur support! =)

word count: 1802. i write faster than i type. sianx. nv hit target... oh... more words!
word count:1821!

Painting a PRETTY mess.

9:09 PM

Monday, September 11, 2006

wat excites the class today was the class collar pin! almost everyone wore them today... including mr hou and mr lim... waha... but i din have a very pleasant day... everything started from GP... when this *argh irritated me... then after tt the teacher bu shuang me luff... me stop le she still bu shuang and attempted to chase me outta the class... at one moment i almost wanted to walk out of the class and not come back... but then... i din... and wat's worse is tt she make me present tml!!! gosh... first period of the day and so many BAD things happen to me le... sian dao...

PE... ultimate frisbee... reminds me of mr gan... rmb last yr 4e2 played ultimate frisbee for PE... hm... or was it the yr b4... aiya... dun really matter... haha... the ppl inside still quite the same... all the memories... tml rock climbing... me no track pants!

today s24 is like homeless kids... many lessons no proper classroom... even went to concourse for the second half of econs lesson... not really lesson... teacher walk ard to tell ppl of their mistake from the econs essay... starting to worry for my econs liao... aint doing v well... fail jiu retain le lei!

study wif yl jux now... me did phy.... can manage the first half of oscillation liao... still got the other half to go and wave... no time!!! still got GP compre... lucky me read the passage and started on... ey... 2 questions? lols. but better than nth ma...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:24 PM

Sunday, September 10, 2006

the last day of the holiday.... omg... so many things not done yet... think i blew the hols... totally wasted the week... phy duno how to do... maths too much undone... wasnt able to catch up... sianx. somemore me no discipline... went play maple... waha... but got lvl up though... got satisfaction... waha... duno how horrible i'm gg to die when i go back to sch... starving starts tml! hope i'll survive through!

Painting a PRETTY mess.

12:51 PM

Friday, September 08, 2006

chem mass tutorial today. conducted by mr hou! waha... gave him our class badge at the end of the lesson. we got ours today... couldnt give to mr lim and ms tan though(can contact mr lim and ms tan was at a workshop.) suppose to play badminton in sch but the hall was outta bound... so we went to cck stadium instead...

after tt went eat at lot 1... and we saw mr tay. our vp.! xz said hi to him and introduced himself... (only say his name... lucky nv mention the class in case mr tay check on us... lols... me think too much.) kinda paiseh... he asked mr tay to mention him during assembly(it was a joke i guess... but mr tay counldnt hear him anyway) then xz said"dont expel me"... lols... so funny lar... the sch always threaten to expel ppl de lor... xz so brave! hahax.

then me and val and wr went west mall... saw this extremely chio mp3. very tempted to buy sia... attempted to scan in the pamphlet.... but me dunno how to edit cox the thing too big then hard to cut so i decided to write the link instead : http://www.sony.com.sg/walkman/E00Style/
shd go see... 3min charge can last 3 hr... though it's not as wow-ing as ipod nano or zen but i still like it a lot... it's v small in size... very tempted to buy sia... saw many other chio things... xin yang yang... so i decided to work for it.

strategy #1 - score well for my promos and so that i can psycho my parents (actually is my father) to sponsor me... at least subsidies me to buy!

strategy #2 - starve! this way i can save $$$ and shun bian lose weight... not bad ba... haha...

shall start working towards my goal...! yeah... today i shall complete my physics! yeah~!!!

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7:23 PM

Thursday, September 07, 2006

managed to force(literally) myself to do some revision... chem again... feel i'm very slow at it so been touching on chem only these few days... finished the rest of halogeno and finish hydoxy... now read through though... nv really try to do the qn so sure still got a lot i duno de... hmm... mux push myself further... at this rate i'm gg dun really think i'll get anywhere by promos... hmm..

learn to use a new hm... programme(?) today... someone patiently taught me this computer-idiot how to use... really thankx... hehe... so noob la me... mux learn more things liao... but i learn as i go on... like learn to set up blog... i started out noob... even the skin and everything oso ppl help me do de... even put the tagboard oso duno... but now am better at it... =) can change my own skin le.... love the current blogskin... think will keep it for quite a long time... though it;s kinda sadtistic.... but sadistic-madness ma... dont it jux fits? hehe...

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11:24 PM

long day ytd... sort of... din manage to blog ytd cox i was soooo.... tired... think i sports inactive la... play a little badminton wan slp... play a little bball wan slp.... ytd tired to make myself study my halogen derivative then i come online... din make it... not even the thought of coming online could keep me awake means i falling flat liao...

morning woke up quite early... hmm... 9 plus? but in the end me still late for lesson... haha... but then... although i was late for hm... 20 mins? more ppl were behind me! oops... shdnt be too happy cox late is no good *shake head... so we had chem... learn a bit... but most of the time my brain wasnt really thinking... lucky the teacher nv call me... if not i sure stare at him blindly then try to run away maybe? haha...

after that we went lot 1 eat food court... din eat much cox me eat le cai2 chu men de... after tt some went off... the rest went to bpcc to play bball! it's been srd 4 yrs since i last step in... the hall looks so small to me now... relative concept? since back then i was still a pri sch kid... now grow so tall liao... hehe... halfway thru some greenridge sec ppl come play wif our guys... kana thrash... maybe cox our pro kias not there... which is jk and yr tt perfect team (ok. maybe not perfect... ltr ppl come da wo...) after tt match we jux hang ard and play monkey! waha... dunno how many yrs nv play tt game le... we played wif our bball... hm... my weakness here is tt my arm no strength de... cannot throw too far... so oso my ball did kana caught quite a few times... got once the ball flew out and hit a moving cars... my fault... wasnt able to catch the ball... lucky nth happen to the car and the ball... hehe... then went home on LRT... oso quite some time nv take the... we took the long way to cck via jelapang... we came from there too.. haha...

walked from yew tee to home... was v tired so i started to count my steps! waha... but middle got mixed up cox wanna fall aslp le ma... so got miscount oso... but it's roughly 950-1000 step from the station to my doorstep... incredible ma... i actually did something so dumb.. dots.

came home and slept early... so tired... tml heard they playing badminton... mux control the amount i play if not ltr spend the afternoon slping jiu bu hao le... haven really done much revision... cham... everyone mux jia you orhx!

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:59 AM

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

tml suppose to celebrate XX and XX de bdae.. dun really wanna mention hu... so much celebration sia... got lotsa bdae cake de pic in my phone maybe at the end of yr i can post at one go then can compare the cakes and let ppl vote the nicest one... hehe... celebrating bdae's are so fun la... but then mux see hu u celebrating for... see the word suppose to celebrate... cox me dun feel like being part of the celebration... so i'm not... tml got chem tut lor... it's jux an excuse i guess... the real reason is... wat's the pt? i'm the long forgotten one... after so many celebrations for u all... singing of bdae songs yr after yr... wat do i get when it's my turn? NTH . NTH at all... only some verbal wishes maybe... only happy bdae sing i guess... and it's only IF they rmb... i'm so not important... so wat's the pt... everyine has a turn to choose their present... be the princess for the day... my turn nv comes... but then... it's not applicable to the whole gang of them... there are oso ppl who makes effort to rmb my existence... i really appreciate tt... ok. i'm sure there are ppl hu would think that it's the present tt i'm after... it's not! serious. it's the thought tt i'm being forgotten and some hu DUN even rmb my bdae... last time same sch they can be reminded of my bdae if someone mention. this yr... diff sch le... so those bo xim de...din even said happy bdae... obviously they dun rmb... true colour shown...true colour long ago shown... finally proven... the no. of wishes i got from the gang of ppl is use LESS than a hand can count finish de... so wat's the pt again? when it's time to celebrate other's the bdae u all nv forget...

i'm so glad i hav my ZABOS.... especially this yr v meaningful cox they came to pj to find me... p.s. during the first three mth only yl in pj wif me... thankx heybee and ellas... thankx... really love u guys... tt's y i really appreciate u guys and hope everyone will work hard together... get promoted together... stay together always k? really love u all... =)

Painting a PRETTY mess.

9:53 PM

me forgot wat i told yl i wanna put as my blog title le... so thought of this... haha... anyway it shd be close to wat we discussed bout ba...

today's cheryl's bdae! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL! 17 le! the rest of the wishes ma. wrote on the card le... v nice rite the card? sw draw de... she's jux so creative... haha... celebrated cheryl's bdae at yewtee this morn... was a very simple one... hope she liked it... =)

after that went study wif yl at limbang... hm... today quite productive... managed to finish revising the whole of arenes and some of halogeno... for me it's quite an achievment le... wasnt able to sit still... dunno why... keep shifting from seats to seats... and talked a lot... haha... sry for disturbing yl... but then... we quite suay oso... ppl who sat on the table right to me and left to yl made lotsa noise... two batch of ppl both oso quite noisy... haha... me ate a lot lor today... shall not mention wat i ate... i jux noe tt me ate till broke... tml still got sch... fri still got sch... sian dao...

my lost sheep... where are u now? hmm... ...

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8:33 PM

Monday, September 04, 2006

hm... it's been like yrs for me since i last attended official lesson so the day was a drag for me... morn i was still very high.... after chem lecture still a bit high but the slowly die down le... totally no mood... b4 phy lec i start to attitude liao... after phy you4 hen high! wee~

went lot 1 wif yl. long time nv go shop lot 1 wif her le... today nan de got time... very fun lor... me spend a lot of money... now kinda broke... wan dan... still got class tee haven pay money... mux be too long nv buy things for myself le... me and yl bought biore porepack black! so stylo... me gg hav black nose! hehe...

i jux love my bro.... he's so cute and cuddly... today bought a little treat to jiang3 li4 ta... but mama say one day cannot jiang3 li4 yet. mux wait 3 days... so i kept it in my bag still... jux now bro tried to open my bag... i said"cannot! ur treat inside"... (oops.) then he say he'll wait till i slp then he open... i said i sure slp earlier than him de lor... then i went to shower... come out he said "i noe wat u buy le! " dumb la me... forget he'll go check my bag... -_-"' but nevertheless i still enjoy giving my bro little treats and see the joy on his face... really makes my day... =)

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9:28 PM

Sunday, September 03, 2006

the question of openness( or izzit openess? hm. anything ba) has set me thinking for quite someday. cant really understand how come things are so diff here and back in swiss... maybe cox swiss ppl are more embracing??? hehe... tt's a gd thing isnt it? hehe.. okok... it's not good to stereotype and i'm not trying to say tt ppl in JC or from other sec sch are not embracing but they seem... more conservative to me... i noe where i can go to for a hug... #1 victim(oops...) sw!!! waha... i rmb some of the swiss gals give me a hug that day at swiss when i was shivering in cold... i rmb i hugged huiyin and yinling... (i rmb correctly din i?) and thank you huiyin for volunteering yi cheng's shoulder... haha... been wanting to mention tt but i keep forgetting... i dont nid... haha... felt very disappointed that i couldnt join them for lunch... all the 4e2 ppl... =(

ok. must make it clear here tt everything i writing is my personal stand...

anw... back to wat i was saying... openness/openess... gays.... les... scandal... teasing is all i would say...

i'm not even surprised at seeing girls kiss each other on the lips... do u call tt open? wan wan only ma... i oso noe... in class i very discipline de... cox cannot anyhow hug... will kana jiang de... hm... signs of a les? nono... if u say so then swiss jiu hen duo les le... we're jux more embracing like i say... hehe... (i think my para makes no sense la... mux be stay at hm too long le then brain not functioning properly.)

i guess i'm trying to convince myself something... my swiss gals might noe ... hmm... oh ya... go study together!!! hehe... when u all free?

the month of september... special month i would say...holds many significance...

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1:06 PM

Saturday, September 02, 2006

force myself to start on my hw... not much time to waste... promo is ard 3 weeks away... gonna start revising... the fear of retaining is bothering me... cant really imagine wat would happen to me if i retain sia... others oso mux jia you... this is so important... much comparable to the 'o' lvl... cant imagine wat 'a' lvl would be like... nightmare? or hell?

Painting a PRETTY mess.

9:26 PM

Friday, September 01, 2006

i miss my blog a lot!

i keep thinking that today is sat... duno why sia... then look at the tv all showing weekday show then i v stun. lols... mux be slp too much le... i rmb slping 10 hrs on wed nite. then ytd slp from 1pm till duno when cox was running high fever till today... my dad kept asking me if i wanna go sch... me not feeling well lo... but then... i understand he dun like me to skip lesson de... last time rebellious tt time my father would nv understand y i pon lesson... instead my strict mom would actually let me pon... but tt's once in a while lar... for those not important days like celebration and stuff... now cannot afford to pon le... i miss today de phy and chem i kinda worried... scared ltr cannot catch up... sia la... why mux fall sick so often... make ppl think i like v weak... i'm not! only recently... hehe...

went back to SWISS! but then. most of the time only hid one corner and tremble in cold. been walking in the rain for 2 days... fever-only got myself to blame for... stupid me. though din hav the chance to talk to teachers and classmates but glad to see a lot of them went back...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:13 PM