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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

today got back my eng essay... v lan lor... kinda disappointed in myself... losing faith in my eng... no wonder used broken eng during SPA... it's totally broken la.. firstly me dunno how to phrase... secondly no time! no time think so watever came to my mind i jux wrote... omg... wan dan le...

tml no training!!! wat a good news... lols... cox like tt dun nid go home late... today nv stay for nite study came home early to slp so shuang lor... since no cca so gg play badminton wif my classmates at cck stadium... not bad... mux exercise more... if not will fall sick easily... yeah!

jux now read teo sian's blog... he blogged bout sun... read le make me feel sad once again... can see many ppl are upset bout adrian's departure... but i guess this kind of thing we cannot control de.... and there are many departures we would hav to face in life... cheem ba.. lols... guess the only way and most commonly used way of comforting is tt time will pass by very soon...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:39 PM

chem SPA today... nth bout to talk bout it cox really dunno wat i was doing... mind cant think properly... cannot rmb the errors... anyhow wrote wif broken eng... ltr kana marker luff... lols... the graph ma... oso nth much to comment bout it... the starting was straight line for the second graph... until after 1 min then recorded something for the volume of gas... izit normal? hm... nvm... it's over... cant wait for the hols to come then can slp! been lacking slp lately... becoming more and more serious le... and more pimples are popping out! haha... my day and nite all mixed up liao... speaking of day and nite... suddenly reminds me of adrian... haha... earlier today received his sms(from boston!). he today then reach lor... gg by my calculation the whole journey took him 36 hrs! so long sia. me nv get to take plane for so long la... nv been to outside asia anw... boston there is 12 hr behind singapore time... so their day is our nite and their nite is our day... totally oppo to us...

loaded picx from my phone! previously wasnt able to cox me dun hav the proper cable and my laptop de bluetooth me duno how to set it up... lols... computer-idiot! got quite a lot of pic but i paiseh to put cox me too ugly le... though the cam not v good but still can see my pimples and my teeth(argh.. me dun like... BRACES!!! me wan!!!) clearly... but then... still feel like posting them... so chose some... actually me oso din take much... either not enuff time and the batt running low... finally my blog not so dull liao... one good thing bout the blog layout being small in terms of width is tt the pic wun be so big... haha...

this was the card we wrote to adrian...put a small note there to ask him to paste beside his bed... hehe... collected all the greetings from 4e2 peeps... those who went wrote on a separate card... forgot to take pic of tt.. oops...

okok... i noe i look dumb here... pls ignore me...

me and huiyin! hehe... some of the commonwealth ppl would recognise her... rite?

chuishan the chio bu... she got braces lor... so jealous!!! me oso wan!!!

me and cheryl saw this and decided hafta take photo!!! SWISS lehx... swiss rox!

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:12 PM

Monday, August 28, 2006

this gonna be a super long entry... suppose to hav picx de... but maybe another day then post cox haven put load the picx into my com... a bit paiseh oso cox me so ugly... hahax...

so long nv blog le... been v busy over the weekend... hmm... was still feeling sick on sat... but got in the afternoon... at nite when i came online many ppl came to asked me how i was feeling... thankx everyone...!!

sun i was all well and ready to go out... hafta go out... v important! adrian's leaving le... sent him all the way till airport... came home kana scolded by my mom... sadded...

all hu went... inclusive of cheryl, chuishan, huiyin, ivy, teosian, yanlin and me! except adrian met at je station... i was first!!! so nan de... then we wrote the card for him... everyone wrote quite long... until the whole card quite full... chuishan drawing v nice! went to meet up wif adrian at orchard after tt... ate steamboat! hehe... at some COCA restaurant... initially we all dunno is steamboat la... haha... everyone din eat beef cox me and huiyin cannot eat... so nice of them... hehe... ate until v full... but my stomach still got space for dessert! hehe... so those who could still eat went to swensen to eat icecream! yum yum... the others went cine cox chuishan wan buy shoe...

after tt hanged ard cine until nearly 6 i think... cant really rmb... time jux flew... huiyin and ivy went back... adrian went hm get luggage... the rest headed for the airport... by the time we reach oready dark le... took the skytrain from T2 to T1 and back... cox got the terminal wrong... lols... we bought chocolates for adrain to eat on the plane... then met up wif dustin, jialong and ruilin... din haf the chance to talk to them... cox this is not a gathering... no time for this... stood outside the departure hall for an hr plus... took photos... chatted... called teachers to get them to wish adrian... by then it was quite late le... depression started building up... told myself initially not to cry... in the end i still cried... it's v sad to see a good fren leave... but many ppl say tt one yr would past by soon... one yr ltr during his summer hols he'll come back visit us... i told him i'll challenge him to a bball match... i hav one yr to train.. jiayou! hehe...

wanna thank "cdz"... thankx for bringing me out of my depression... smile!=)

but still cant totally get outta my sadness... think i too emotional le... cox today when i saw the theory test... tears welled up in my eyes... din really flow out la... cox i manage to control myself and tell myself not to think too much le... cox it reminded me of adrian again... tt time asked him to teach me bball... thankx...

too much things to say yet too little time... gonna go off study my chem prac... totally duno how to present my ans la... cham... wish everyone all the best...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

11:09 PM

Saturday, August 26, 2006

been sick the past two days... managed to survived it! waha... feeling brand new now!

tml gg eat lunch wif some of the 4e2 ppl! farewell lunch cxo adrian(i spell correctly! haha.) leaving le...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

9:53 PM

Thursday, August 24, 2006

no school today. weet~ went do pw then go kbox. kbox like my 2nd home... every 2 weeks will go once... the third time le!!! hehe... 2 weeks ltr sep hols... hm... hehe... maybe wun go le ba... torture too many ppl le... my singing sux la... this time not as high as the previous 2 times... maybe cox got guys ard oso so restrain myself from doing throw face actions... lols... but then me sing until like tt oso gou4 throw face liao... difference b/w gg if my class ppl and swiss ppl is tt my class peeps sang lotsa eng song... wif swiss ppl nv sing eng song de lor... always sing chi song... plus i listen to radio de... so was able to sing most of the chi song... think i sang too much... deprived others of the chance to do so... so paiseh... especially wj. she nv take the mic to sing de...

my sista kana chicken pox... will be on mc until sep hols... now my morn nobody pei wo le... sadded...

ppl me NOT overweight la. only a little fat k... dun say me overweight le! hehe... bu yao yi wei ni men underweight or nearly underweight jiu hen li hai... haha... kidding...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

9:00 PM

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

sports day-one word-fiasco(hm. dunno if i spelt it rite.) keller and nobel empty near the end of the thing. only left the excos there... lols...

today internet lag. shdnt write too much. if not publish nid wait v long...

maybe not gg kbox. sista sick. mama ask me fetch bro. time clash. today then got the news.

Painting a PRETTY mess.

11:03 PM

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

my class ppl played badminton today... something diff... usually they would play bball... was in the hall sitting at the stage there got the hall got ppl play volleyball so like quite occupied le so they played on the stage.. hehe... i played too... was quite lan... haha... but maybe better than my bball? hehex... their racket super light la... so nice to hold... during pw xy even joked bout it... say the rackets can be used to advertise... so funny lo.. hehe... toking bout pw... did presentation... cox the data analysis is i write de so i'm the most clear bout it... kept looking out of the classroom cox v nervous and it prevents me from luffing.... but tt teacher kp giving the sian and wan-to-slp look... make me even more jing zhang... after presentation was suppose to do reflection... but din do... went library instead... hehe... bought lollipops for my pw mates... wanted show my appreciation... cox my grp is quite efficient i would say... and after hearing some of the conflicts in other grps or some bu man3 me and val really is v thankful tt ur grp v peaceful... xy said tt too... the both of us wanted write our appreciation in our reflection... but then... the reflection is not suppose to be very personal... totally project base... hehe... the other lollipops i'm gonna give my zabos including biwei..! gave yl hers... they're the other grp of frenx which i appreciate most... thankx for being there... love ya girls!!! hehe... gonna say sry to the girls in my class... nxt time then buy things for u all k? hehe... cox the lollipop v limited and there isnt 7 more to go rd... and val would hav 2.... hehex... it feels good to show my appreciation... last time i'm always full of complains towards others... now i'm trying to change though i'll still show my dismay especially those extreme cases... but i really cut down le... am keeping more things to myself now... try not to participate in any conflict or outcasting. peace(sw lehx!!!)-maker-wannabe. lols....

happiness is... slping at 11... slping is a luxury which i cannot afford... but ytd nth much to do and super tired liao... so slept early... today went sch v happy... haha... but kana a lot of go-n-die look cox heard tt many stayed up late to do pw... haha... my efficient pw grp finished on mon nite... val slept early too... haha... anyway... really felt v happy... though still feel abit tired... maybe cox not enuff to bu3 the lack of slp the day before ytd... slpt only for 1hr... slping for only 1 or 2 hr is HIGHLY NOT recommended... makes u slpy and totally no energy... i rmb i slpt during chem and econs... watever reason it is... nv neglect ur slp... important!!! hehe...

me really grow fat le!!! omg... last time when i was still underweight i always aim to reach 50kg... but now when i reaching... am finding it v scary... argh... me dun like!!! jiu ming arh... haha...

tml sports day... heard tt nid to put bag in the locker cox ltr grandstand no space to sit... omg... die liao lor... locker no space!!! cox ytd go stock... this time rd is really stock la... bought lotsa things... of all the stocking trips ytd i spent the most... can last me for 2 weeks or more... was told 3 days can only eat once cup noodle if not will kana cancer... this is something worth taking note... expecially for those who everyday go nite study and eat cup noodle often... speaking of nite study... today nan de nv go... hehe... can rmb when was the last time i reach home wif the sky still bright de lor.. and even longer time since i last saw my bro in his uniform... hehe... he so shuai la... haha... but ws told tt he falling sick... so ke lian... and i cant pei ta... nvm... thu no sch... gonna spend the whole day wif him!!! yeah~

happiness is also when u have ppl to care for u when u're not feeling well or down...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

8:16 PM

Saturday, August 19, 2006

nth much to say... my weekends are always so blank de... went sch do pw. went lot 1 wif val. other pw grps met at je... like mini class gathering... haha... had fun shopping ard wif val cox there's lotsa interesting stuff to talk and share... we saw this series of cards at more than words there... v cute lor... and the wordings are so nice... hehe...

was sitting in the bus and thoughts went wild... was thinking... if ur on a bus wif a fren of oppo gender, but those like seldom talk one... would u sit wif him or her? it's jux so difficult to ans... if nv sit beside like v rude... but sit beside maybe oso nth to say... but then... lame la me... this kind of thing oso can think so much... mux be i too bored liao... been slacking the whole day.

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:41 PM

Friday, August 18, 2006

totally broke this week... been staying back for nite study everyday xcept wed and my parent nv give me xtra pocket money... but then... shd be grateful le... nv ask me pay for my own bills v good liao... if not i die... last mth burst dao chan bu ren du... hahax... but then... v exciting to see my bill so high... more than a hundred dollars... hmm... sadistic? maybe... dunno wat's wrong wif me these few days... think i'm falling sick... jux now i felt the world spinning when i was at the grandstand there gg to change into my uniform... kinda scary... tml still got pw sia... cannot fall sick!!!

am reaching home later and later these few days... today cox they went westmall eat... 12 ppl went sia... so many! hehex. found out tt the food quite nice... the dessert v appealing... omg... but the go there v bu fang bian... nid take train then walk an an de lu4... somemore now is u noe... 7th mth... so better to avoid... walk damn fast cox running late... ltr mom not happy.... but lucky they nv scold... got home and felt thirsty... craved for ribena! haha... even though today drank in sch le... but then was thinking i nid build up my immune system by taking in more vit C... (ey... like v crap... oops)

was there at the heats... saw jh,xz,yr throw short put... haha... yr got 4th... then jh and xz took part in the tug if war too... that polo team v strong lor... won every single match... their ppl mostly bigger size de... not fair lar... haha... but jh and xz put in their best effort... great job guys...

nxt week no bowling! haha... cox sports day... hm... byron think no hope ba.. nv see any of them run today... saw sean lin ran today... 800m. he was 4th i think... time for more training! dun throw scss de face... hehe... he was a long distance runner in scss... always fight wif teo sian for the first place de... hehe... too bad teo sian hurt his ankle... if not maybe he'll run?

thu no school! weet~ can slept till late late... haha...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

11:27 PM

Thursday, August 17, 2006

finally the whole week of tests is over... sortof... nth much for me to study either... the worst paper was chem... for me... cox din study much... suppose to study... but guess me no stamina so after many days of burning midnite oil i finally fell flat...

guilty.(sry mom. sry gals)
pms-ing.(mood is gg up and down)
jealousy rulex.(but am i in the position to be jealous?)

Painting a PRETTY mess.

11:00 PM

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

after physic a gd news came dashing at us... (okok. shdnt have tried to exggarate).. tml no integration test!! haha... which means tonite dun nid study so hard... been studying v hard the past few days.. cant really say i mugged.. cox i dun noe how much of studying is call mugging... but at least i put in lotsa effort... continously into my studies... haven watched any show the pass few days... the tv is like so stranger to me now... i live wif my radio instead... helps me kp awake during studying and not hu xi luan xiang... it can be a bit scary especially late nite... alone...

since there's no test tml... and most of us are totally drained out... tonite nite study there's no studying at all!! hahax... the guys went to run the track... the girls jux sat ard... the four of us-qw,wr,wj and me even went to scroll rd the track... totally dark... first time experience... hehe... the track there really quite dark la... when yr tried to time 100m sprinting for 2 of the guys, he din manage to do so... so too dark liao... cant see them when they start... haha...

earlier today saw a lot of little frogs at the corridor there... some kana stepped to death! omg. so ke lian... haven grow already dead... there's so many of them lor... mux look on the floor when walking... lols.

Painting a PRETTY mess.

11:26 PM

Monday, August 14, 2006

class bonding in JC is important. discuss.

cant believe tt within one day TWO ppl say tt class bonding in JC is not important... so coincidental sia.... but then... this issue i find it hard to address... i always thought class bonding was good... at least i felt there was nth wrong about it... especially if u see them motivate each other in terms of studies... tt's a good sign isnt it? even if it means tt one day we're gg to be separated... at least we hav the memories to look back to and led a memorable JC life... it makes JC life less dull as it may seem to be to others... ey wait... i like writing an essay... haiya... i leave the rest open for discussion... nv try it b4... pls leave ur thoughts on my tagboard... ppl pls tag... thankx!!! but seriously. i do see the ppl in my class studying...

take for example the physics mass study jux now at mpr... the guys scattered themselves so tt they hav more space to do their work and wun talk... they did ask questions too... the girls did too.. i guess the mass study thing was quite useful... think will go back every mon... the teachers(ms lin and ms tan) were so helpful... the thing was suppose to end at 8 but they stayed on wif us till nearly 9 to help us clear our doubts.... so much so tt the staff rm was even locked up b4 they left us...

one test down... three more to go... jiayou!

oh ya.... today got one ppl say i fat!!! lols... as far as i rmb nobody has ever said tt i was fat... i only rmb tt when i say myself fat... in front of the girls especially... they'll give me this diao dao de look... lols... or when i say i wan go on diet... all the eyeballs starts to roll... haha... but then i noe tt me being fat was meant to be a joke... if i fat then he no hope liao... hor... haha...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:57 PM

Sunday, August 13, 2006

been trying to get my internet connection since afternoon... dunno wat happen to it... dampen my mood... but finally got it... if not i would hav gone mad... haha... maybe... maybe not... such trivial stuff... better not to come online ya... so many tests coming up... saw the calendar on the class blog... first time so long sia... see le shock tio...

been busy wif my gp file... still cant believe how suay i am to kana picked for file check by HOD... first time i start doing work on fri lor.. usually is fri nite-slack... if not slp early! once in a while play maple... haha.... but last fri is used on GP... since nite study i start... reach home le still doin... suppose to play maple... yq couldnt make it... so i did GP instead... sat oso GP... gg crazy liao... nv been so hardworking before... unless is studying for test or exam... usually will leave my stuff till nite then do... cant believe i actually spent so much time on GP... till today i still at GP... so many articles la... and nid write something to show tt i got read... some i really dun understand oso anyhow crap... lols... until late afternoon then finish... tt's when i decide to take some time off... then i realise cannot connect to internet.. fustration...

cant understand a single thing bout econs... think i'm gg to flunk it again.. help! got lotsa things i dun understand and want ask... but then... i guess i'm running out of time to do so... ze3 me4 ban4?

this is such a tough weekend... and a long week ahead...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

11:50 PM

Friday, August 11, 2006

another day back in sch... only for one day then break again... sianx... haha... but then lotsa things happen in school today... hm.. actually oso not much la... quite the same routine... sch.. play bball... nite study... shall go into more details today...

school. gp-kana picked to submit my file to HOD check... one class only pick one person la.... why does it hav to be me... i a lot of things nv read... this weekend gone liao... my weekend shall be devoted to GP... sian dao... another suay thing happen to me... after gp was econs... sat at the position where the teacher wan put the OHP... no seat to change.. so moved back... space v small... sian dao again...

after tt played bball... not improving... sadded...

ran the track 2 rds... give encouragement to yq fren... i v lan lor... yq and sw ran 3 rds... in their uniform somemore...

nite study... was stuck wif my GP... i think i only managed to read 2-3 articles... tok a lot... haha... we're jux so chatty... ate a lot... v full...

went supper wif my classmates... shared ice kachang wif qw cox we both v full... there was lotsa laughter... so fun... haha... guess i've missed out a lot...

my motivations:
-always looking forward to see the ZAB0s...
-gossip
-have fun!
-learn new things.

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:44 PM

Thursday, August 10, 2006

played lotsa maple ytd... haha... wasted my time on maple... din do much hw... die liao... today oso like not much time to do... haix... reached hm at 8...

went for pw meeting... discussed... nth much... spend half the time sms-ing... so paiseh... was msging sw... her fren sick. so i met up wif her after my pw... hahax... watched ... it was the earliest movie so we jux watched it... w/o knowing at the movie was about... i guess this is the first time i watched a movie blindly... haha... the "super" was referring to the female lead having supernatural power... the movie i think quite short... shd be rated NC sia... those who watch shd noe... near the end of the show, jealousy arises... haha... fighting among the girls... how often to u see that...

walked ard and bought baby gloves to hold our hp! yeah... haha... but my phone very square or rather v rectangle and flat so a bit not nice... nonetheless... i still like it... haha...

learned a new thing today... u dun really hav to pay a lot to take nice neoprints... wif a camera in hand, u can jus borrow the background and take photo... fast and quick and foc... haha...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

8:26 PM

the swiss girls! guess which is me !!!

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1:09 AM

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

ytd was yet another busy day for me... one whole day packed full of events... totally tired after everything...

morn... sch... national day celebration... my class went to sat at keller there... lols... then phy lecture... sat wif yl, cheryl, sw and yq! sw came to join us... hehe.. she dun take phy de.. tt's why... saw sw de new phone... damn chio... hehe... v nice lehx... jealous!!!

went kbox after tt wif sw and yq... open concert! haha... our room v big lor... haha... cox ran over to my class ppl de rm... very squeezy... haha... sang from 2-6... suppose to be until 5 onli.. but nobody came to chase us out so we continued... wanted to go on... but nid meet up wif sec sch frenx so we left...

met up wif the guides and some e5 ppl to celebrate xiuxuan's bdae!!! actually was one day late.... but ytd more ppl free ma... so ytd meet lor... hehe... chatted and laughed... so fun listening to stories from various schools...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:54 AM

Monday, August 07, 2006

tt's wat some of my classmates would call me.. i think... but i noe they jk nia... hehe... but then... sometimes when u hear too much of it u'll feel somewhat guilty... somewhat irritated... cox sometimes u dun mean to ps de... got my sec sch fren jio le ma... we always v well planned ahead de lor... so i cant be like... v on... v steady... last min wan go where can go where de...

tml gg open concert... s.h.e... finally one full concert... lols... cox tml no testimonial competition le ma... change to sat liaox... saw the notice board v happy... first thing went to find my classmates at the bball there... ask them wat's their plan for tml... cox dun wanna be labelled as ps kia again... but then... got nth outta it.. even quarrelled wif jk... lols... no lar... din really quarrel... more like little kids quarrel tt kind... no harm... no sense... lols... so went back and jio heybee and ellas got kbox! weet~ tml programme packed v full lor... morn celebration... afternoon kbox... nite dinner wif guides(!!!) in conjunction wif xx's bdae celebration... yeah... so long nv see the guides le... miss them lots!

Painting a PRETTY mess.

11:27 PM

Sunday, August 06, 2006

waking up at 7am is something i usually wun be doing on a sunday morn... but today's diff... i woke up at 7 so that i can meet wif yl at 8.(suppose to be 7.45) gg to her church today cox her church 17th anniversary(same age as us!!!) then got some celebration at the indoor stadium there... sw (!!!..lols.) oso went wif me... both of us non-christian... jux went there see see... hav fun and all...

it was suppose to end at 2 then i can jux now rush over to meet up wif my pw mate at 3... but then... when i step out of the stadium oready 3... lols... sry val and leo... rushed over to mac... sw pei me go! hehe.. thankx... if not one person travel from kallang to cck sure bored to death one.. 3+ i still haven eat lunch lor... haha...

after pw went home.... saw candy in a daze near the 302 queue there... walked up to her and waved her back to earth... she told me she oso taking 302... i was shocked... lols... din noe she live yewtee and lives at the same busstop as me!!! haha.... she say she live there for one yr plus le... nv see her b4 lehx... ppl pls dun say i slow k... last yr i not the same class as her and she's not in pj either... so we chatted on the bus...

my bro is growing so fast... jux now whole family went to eat... he one person went to buy fries... he was there waiting alone... so li hai lor! v proud of him... love ya... hehe...

busy day i had... now v tired... hardly touched my school work this weekend... tml gg play bball! so looking forward to it yea.... ...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

9:17 PM

Saturday, August 05, 2006

physcis xtra lesson today... woke up late... suppose to wake up early to finish my tys mcq... but din manage to wake up.. so i did them while on the move... but in the end teacher oso nv go thru... not enuff time... lols... but nvm lar...

after tt went lot 1 wif wr and valerie... saw jh on the bus... he was on his way to meet up wif the gymmers(new term invented my me!!! hopefuly it din exist already... lols) after lunch went walk walk ard lot 1... valerie was busy looking thru things... in the end her name was changed... lols... (din think i shd say out... we all noe can le... *tsk tsk) ... we all gossiped... had fun... talked about love letters... when we were about to leave... we say this booth outside... which can make personalised stamp and sticker de... i suddenly v excited and asked wr to make wif me... here's a sample...

got many more designs... took photos but wr haven send me... lols...

gonna paste one on my locker... finally got things to put on my locker... my locker is damn plain lor... i regconise my locker by the thing tt yr hang on his locker lor... if he were to remove it one day i think it'll take my some time to find my locker... lols... but then... the sticker too small to be seen from far either... and sure no one wil notice de lor... haha...

valerie left ... me and wr din wan go off so early so we sat down and chatted... saw jh again... lols... so qiao... he was back from gym... then me and wr went back lot one... saw yr and yh... gossip again... haha... bought marshmellow! hehe... thankx arh ppl... mon can eat!!

Painting a PRETTY mess.

8:38 PM

Friday, August 04, 2006

friday marks the end of the schoold days!!! weet~ finally can get enough slp... during gp the teacher was like discussing bout getting enuff slp... our age how to get enuff slp... but then... if time allows, i'll sure slp for more than 12 hrs de lor... the teacher was like saying someone slp 12 hrs can still say tired... hmm... i guess i'm like tt... i jux cant get enuff slp... tt's how my dark eye circle came about... i think my dark eye circle has become kinda permanent thing le... cant seem to get rid of it... even after one whole month of hols... last time dun hav de lor... it was until the 'o' lvl year then i started to slp late and become like tt... lols...

stayed back for nite study again... last min decision... played a little bball wif my classmates... they v kind lor... gave me lotsa chance to shot the basket... but then... i bu gou zhen qi... none went in... -_-"' ... thankx guys anw... and qw hu gave me encouragement. i'll practise harder... haha... if given the chance lar... din really noe tt bball is so fun de... until PE bball... after the gae then shun bian stay and study lor... haha...

study outside the staff rm there.. did a little physics... also din really achieve much from the nite programme cox the time too short... but still... it's better than nth... really... better than sitting in front of the tv and not do my hw till dunno wat time...

i'm a girl wif fragile heart... seeking for the right shoulder to lean on...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:46 PM

Thursday, August 03, 2006

stayed back in sch for nite study today... hm... not v productive... but then... still better than me coming home after school... cox i'll jux slack ard and not start on my hw till late in the nite... at least in school got things to do and got my frenx pei me...!!! hehe... so good lor... i think the last time so late leave sch is orientation le... haha...

sw brought this super huge pack of m&ms... mixed inside... milk choco, chrispy and peanuts... we all din like peanut... tried to differentiate b/w chrispy and peanut.... i most pro at it... haha... so nv ate much peanuts... hehex. i think most of the time girls dun like peanuts... usually the guys like them better... hm wonder why...

got lotsa things haven do... haven pack file... nv finish my gp... maths... blahblah... hope tml goes over soon... then i can rest... nxt week quite laxing cox one got 2 official sch day... one half day... and hols! wee~ got time for catching up... i think i lagging too much behind... buck up!

i seriously think my pens are not colourful enough... v dull... see le v sian... haix... but then i oso dunno wat colour nice... hmm... maroon? red? green? these colours cant be found in my pencil case...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

10:47 PM

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

went to bowling today... haha... it's been 2 mth plus since i last went to bowling... haha... but at least i did... learned some new skill today... shiwei now oso v good at bowling le... yeah... u go girl... haha... jiayou... dun keep thinking tt u not good k... ur v good de!... haha... mux turn up every week then we can les together... haha... i told u i gg to write tt on my blog de... haha... i nv delete our photo in my phone lor... haha... so far my phone onli got sw, me and my bro(!!!) de photo... actually got xz de... cox he pretend to be yang guo today... but then in the end delete cox the angle not nice... attempted to take wr photo too... she was carrying a shoulder bag which looks weird on her... but in the end nv... hehe...

tml gg stay back for nite study programme!! hehe... wif yl, sw and yq... yeah!(confirm le) if it's effective maybe will stay more often... was kinda surprised my mom actually allow me to stay till 9 in sch... maybe she noe's tt i'm staying for a good cause.. hehe...

bad news- nxt week cant go back swiss for speech day le... got lecture... and after tt got bowling de testimonial competition... which i dun really noe wat it is... hm... jux now still jio yq go out lei... haix... sadded... nvm.. got sw pei me... haha... les together... haha...

anyway the play ping pong wif blowing ball is the coach say de... he saw some ppl use 6 pound ball then he say tt one is his pri 3 student use de... or did he say even pri 3 oso nv use... hm... forgot... he damn pro le... got teach national player de... and he can hold a 9 pound ball on one finger! bian tai... hahax...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

9:23 PM

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

erm. dun really noe wat to blog about. jux wanna come online and do something. jux read chuishan's blog.. actually is SEE her blog.... hehe... so full of pics.. so nice... mine so boring... words words and more words. and most of them are crap la... she seem so happy in SA... hehe... an her bf is like super sweet tt kind... hehe... v envious...

was kinda looking forward to bball today... but in the end still kana thrashed till chan3chan3... lols... was the referee the first half of the game... it was quite fun! qinwen was the other referee wif me one the same side... lol... can les again... haha... no lar... ltr qinwen kill me... hehe... jk only... haha... dun take it serious k... is someone say i les wif u so i thought of writing it down... ME AND QW NOT LES! hehe... we both v straight de.. haha... oops... too many haha... sound happy? not really la... today my day so-so only... until pw then the class more lively then happier... b4 tt...

hm. ms tan face v black... we did badly for our SPA... mux hav disappointed her... then today she called me to present tutorial qn! argh... din do it the rite way then kana scolded by her... mux learn from my misake sia... i duno wat to do wif my phy... help! phy is actually my 2nd worse subj. econs topped the list... i only noe how to rmb formula then throw everything in... tt was wat i did for my 'o' lvl.. i write out all the formula on one paper and memorized them! can u imagine... really no concept de... wan dan le...

my locker v empty... gonna go sheng siong stock soon... no sweet to eat de ri zi very xing ku... can hardly kp awake....

Painting a PRETTY mess.

7:46 PM

so long nv post. haha. ok. actually not v long. but for me v long le... hand itchy... haha... hm... dun really now where to start... physics SPA today? i din really hav much to say bout it. glad no anomalous pt. halfway thru i measured using the wrong mass lor. then the time varied a lot... panicked a little. but lucky i discover in time. but then got correction tape de mark. duno if teacher would think is i fake the ans de... i nv! hehe...

went play bball today... oh wait. is not play. is learn... haha... at first got drizzle... but lucky the weather turned for the better ltr on... haha... qinwen and adrian taught me bball... haha... think i starting to like it... but then... duno tml if i can play... now arm a bit ache... today PE train wif dumbbell... me arm no muscle la... onli got bone... torture me wif dumbbell... argh... lucky nv hai wo during the SPA shou dou... haha... cant wait for bball tml. though i noe still will kana thrash de... but hope wun be too badly... saw teosian jump about in his hse today. hope his leg recovers soon. jc v important cannot miss lesson de. as far as i rmb i haven taken mc yet... scared ltr miss out too much... (i where nv study de)

pw is so cheem. asked a lot of ppl many of them oso duno how to ans my part under materials under methodology... haha... nvm la. tml then ask mr m. "goaway". always dun mark my work... argh...

missed steamboat on sat... heard tt they had fun... haha... i stayed at home to wait for my phone... wait for one whole day in the end only change the batt... lols... haha... the phone still v lan... saw adrian's phone today... he's is super new model de... ey... but i forgot wat model le... i only rmb i saw the poster on the wall... haha... got some v eye-catching caption but i forgot wat le. haha. me wan new phone la... one tt has large mem... this V3 i onli manage to put in 2 songs then mem almost full liao... lols. haha...

night study programme starts tml. not sure if i wanna stay back cox scared ltr fall aslp. haha... to those staying back.. jiayou!

oops... today forgot to call the collar pin ppl... haha... nobody dare to call then in the end nobody call... hmm... tml then see how ba... cant wait for the collar pin... so cool la... haha...

nxt wk national day... most prob gg back to swiss for speech day one aug 8... haha... gonna see my frenx go up stage take prize... so envy...

Painting a PRETTY mess.

12:15 AM